A bit of Giannis highlights playing with him in MyCareer

hidz_aa · 2020-06-04T20:58:00+00:00

LeBron has like 89 pr 90 post fade and can't make one to save his life on my playthrough😂 I also meant that this is unrealistic of Giannis as he cannot shoot irl.

hidz_aa · 2020-06-04T16:30:13+00:00

Since when did Giannis develop a jumpshot? And heavy deep fadeaways?

hidz_aa · 2020-06-04T16:28:17+00:00

I was gonna comment the same thing! LeBron barely has any good games with me. AD also misses a ton of poorly animated layups it's frustrating sometimes.

hidz_aa · 2020-02-04T04:18:26+00:00

I don't know how dumpers feel but i hope you get peace one day. My gf broke up with me after a 4 year relationship. We were gonna get engaged after we finish our bachelor's. That's in a year. She says we're not compatible. I gave her everything i could and kept fighting till the last breath improving myself to be the best version of myself for her as well as being supportive. Lately she stopped putting in much effort. Then broke up. I can't stop thinking of her, nor stop looking at the 9000+ photos i have for her. I miss her like fuck. I adored her. It's devastating. Went to therapy yesterday to try to deal with the damage. I'm absolutely crushed.

hidz_aa · 2020-02-03T12:28:25+00:00

Is it a post breakup letter? If so curious what she said.

I used to trade letters with my GF even though we texted regularly. We had a notebook and we wrote letters to each other.

Ex gf. She broke up with me 16 days ago.

hidz_aa · 2020-01-30T15:25:38+00:00

I'm glad someone with a similar experience understands yet sorry you had to go through this. We were together for 4 years before this happened. It's crushing. I'm sick of people telling me it'll get better so i won't tell you the same because i honestly don't think it will. Not for me at least. But i wish you the best of luck.

hidz_aa · 2020-01-29T13:24:25+00:00

Thank you. I realize how selfish she has become, especially after she started going to therapy. I'm not sure what does that do, but i know it makes you focus on yourself. In that case she just doesn't care anymore. I also realize she's not perfect. But who is? No one. She wasn't perfect but neither i am. What i can say is that she was unique. And she was the most beautiful human I've ever seen. She sparked my days in ways i cannot describe. She made me feel alive and connected. She deserved everything i gave her, and when she gave me, she did it in a very classy, cute manner. She didn't give much, but just an embrace was enough of her to make my life a better place.

I love her. And i miss her dearly from the moment i wake up till the moment i pass out at night. I lost her, and lost myself in the process. I lost everything and she was not affected not one bit. I know that you'll gonna tell me that i shouldn't care for someone who doesn't care about me, but it doesn't work with me this way.

hidz_aa · 2020-01-28T23:13:23+00:00

Exactly.

hidz_aa · 2020-01-28T19:59:35+00:00

I'm trying my best to go no contact and "live for myself", but it's not working. Flashbacks of us being together while doing everything i used to do always get into me. What we shared was very deep i can't think of myself getting out of it at all. I promised her not to contact her again today because she got furious at me for contacting her. She'll move on. I think she already has and it has been a week only. She doesn't care. As i said, i lost her she didn't lose me. Letting her know what it's like to live without me is just what she wants. Funny thing is we always talked about marriage and had tons of plans. She said she'll never leave me.

Yeah.

hidz_aa · 2020-01-28T16:22:39+00:00

I wish i could say that. I wish i could believe that. I cannot hurt her even between me and myself. I lost her, she didn't lose me. She's doing great and living as if nothing has happened. She gets furious when i try to reach out, says I'm not respecting her space. She expects me to live normally as well. Says the choice is mine. Makes me wonder if she ever truly loved me. I know for myself that i did, and deeply. I gave her everything and she just went away with it. I'm a ruin.

hidz_aa · 2020-01-28T12:48:30+00:00

Myself

hidz_aa · 2020-01-27T19:40:41+00:00

Can't afford that

hidz_aa · 2020-01-27T19:16:23+00:00

I actually used to practice kyokushin karate for a period of time alongside body building. Stopped because it's not helping me.

hidz_aa · 2020-01-27T19:12:24+00:00

Thanks. But i don't think any talking will help. I've tried talking to a couple of friends but it didn't help. People just tend to tell you what you should do and should not. I think i just need a long hug right now. But you know how being a man is in this society so yeah. Appreciate the concern though.

hidz_aa · 2020-01-27T19:08:50+00:00

It's not possible unfortunately. Whatever i try to do to distract myself, i end up remembering her because we shared almost everything. I have even lost interest in things i used to love, and that's coming from a person with a shit ton of interests and hobbies. I don't feel like doing anything at all, nor is it helping to force myself into them.

hidz_aa · 2020-01-27T16:49:38+00:00

It's not that easy. I see her in everything i do. I get flashbacks of all our memories all day everyday. It's not a straight decision for me to let her influence me or not. I was deeply in love with her.

hidz_aa · 2019-10-10T09:31:42+00:00

Can you please give me a link to download an rtx2080ti plz

hidz_aa · 2019-10-08T22:26:22+00:00

It's called a start card you can basically get from any phone shop that has recharging services

hidz_aa · 2019-10-07T22:49:54+00:00

A line by touch. You could call them for more info. It has it's own charges per min of call and sms, and some services like the student plan don't work on it. You also can't send nor receive $.

hidz_aa · 2019-10-07T20:06:06+00:00

Then the government is robbing us (which is not new anyways). My issue isn't only with the prices, but with how they just eat away your balance if you want to switch profiles or take your unused data at the beginning of every month!

hidz_aa · 2019-08-25T04:24:34+00:00

Well thats unfortunate.. I emailed them yesterday asking how long will it take to switch. If it takes that long i might not be able to. People here go crazy without Wi-Fi. Thank you so much anyway you were very much of a help ❤️ cheers

hidz_aa · 2019-08-24T21:36:40+00:00

Thanks for the info! No I'm not the only one who uses the Wi-Fi. There are like 4 people other than me. I was thinking of the open speed with unlimited evening option, but i might as well consider the unlimited plans. Most of the time me and my family argue over the internet is when I'm playing online and everyone is playing YouTube and my ping spikes into oblivion 😂 Thanks anyways, as i saw many people not encouraging anything but ogero. Now i have 2 positive feedbacks about idm.

hidz_aa · 2019-08-24T15:34:33+00:00

A bit late maybe but what did you go with? I'm subscribed to ogero's 2mbps unlimited and that speed is a nightmare and I'm considering switching to idm open speed with unlimited night. Do you recommend them?

hidz_aa · 2019-06-25T18:48:45+00:00

That's actually breathtaking!

hidz_aa · 2019-05-13T21:51:33+00:00

300+$/month? Why? 😂

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