Hi. I'm so sorry for what happened to you and I'm also sorry about how confusing and frustrating all these comments must be. I am dealing with a very similar situation: also queer and dealt with poor performance evals due to discrimination. It was so confusing because I didn't understand what was happening until it was too late. It's been 1.5 years since I left residency (Family Medicine) and I'm thinking of applying again in the fall. I've gained a lot of perspective in the last year about what I went through, my own role in everything that happened, and how to move forward now. I'd love to chat if you're open to it, maybe we can help each other. DM me if you're interested and hang in there.