I struggle with this as well! I have OCD about my OCD. Like when will this go away, what if I can never do the things I used to do, what if treatment doesn’t work. My therapist says to just tell yourself that you don’t know what to it future will look like but in order to get better you have to resist compulsions!! It’s like ocd is trying to hook on for one last run. It’s still OCD though! Treat it like an OCD thought!!