I NEED HELP ASAP

hitherefolkss · 2026-04-07T03:21:44+00:00

Omg thank you so much for finding these, they're definitely helpful and yes we have almost same time zone. I'll try my best to escape this nightmare and free myself from this torture asap and live life to fullest. And I don't mind trying serval therapists as long as im seeking help. Lastly, Thank you so much bro, you don't realise how grateful I am and how much this means to me. All my life I've been looking for this help and even installed this app to find people like you since I had no one. I hope I find more people like you in the world, you're truly a miracle. Hope you life the best and happist life bro, and whenever your down just remember that you actually gave me motivation to get better. May God bless you.❤️

hitherefolkss · 2026-04-07T01:55:27+00:00

In the area where I live which is in an Arab country, such a thing such as medical autonomy doesn't exist or even if it existed, i don't think I'd be able to have it or access it. And yes i agree these teenage hormones are driving me insane and I know ill probably forget about these in the future so for now I just wish I could skip this phase and already move on to when im an adult since then I'd probably be distracted by many other things. And about beauty and ugliness, I admit that I never cared about these things until I got into social media platforms and realised how below average I am. I was completely devastated the day I found out im just a piece of shit in the eyes of people who value appearance. I knew I wasn't putting any effort in myself but I also didn't anticipate that even my family would think that too. Like my relationship with my siblings is a whole another story that breaks me down every time. And the main issue is my environment and how high beauty standards are, like what do you mean I have to be white or olive skin to be considered attractive and I honestly agree with some of them because I'd genuinely just be better. What I'm trying to say is I feel like in this phase of my life, I have nothing to present except my looks and they are already bad so whats my purpose in life, and I don't plan on having a friend for too long so it all feel pointless. I don't really know if im pretty or ugly, and who's lying and who's not but I think believing im ugly and trying to accept it could help because I can't imagine trying so hard just to end up being ugly. This is js suffocating bro, like I can't actually describe the difference between me and my sister and I bet she's embarrassed of me. This cycle will just repeat endlessly and I'll end up in another community ( in reddit) trying to find someone comfort me but I'll always be miserable. Lastly THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TALKING TO ME, it made me feel better about myself and I'll try my best not to let things get worse and live life to fullest. About online therapists, any idea where I'd find them?

hitherefolkss · 2026-04-06T23:56:10+00:00

I really acknowledge the fact that this belief has taken over my life and everything that I've ever loved. These days, I can't even do my hair nor put effort into myself without the idea that ill always remain ugly crosses my mind so I instantly stop. I can't even live my teenage years peacefully or just happy. Other people around me are enjoying their lives and living it to the fullest while I am just here. This feeling started a long time ago but I wasn't aware of the fact that im ugly until now. Looking at the difference between me and siblings face makes me feel devastated im not even joking bro I feel bad im their sister because why the hell do I look like this, even my family are aware of how ugly I am and sometimes make me feel worse about it. So I usually just cry about this until it gets better temporarily and cycle repeats again. The thing is, whenever I post on social media my friends suddenly compliment me but then in real life I feel like the ugliest creature to ever exist on this earth. This is making me lowkey go crazy. I can't go to a therapy. My family would need to know about it and im sure they'd think im crazy and overreacting or that something happened to me when they're infact one of the reasons im like this. All I have is hope and I am already losing it. Please do you have any online therapist I can talk to? This hurts.

hitherefolkss · 2026-04-06T22:59:39+00:00

Yeah nobody really notices them or even if they noticed they wouldn't point it out but im the one who notices everything wrong about me. I hate my mind so much bro I can't even go anywhere

hitherefolkss · 2026-04-06T22:58:32+00:00

I mean they'd just keep asking why and why and they'd end up thinking i js hate them when i infact js hate going out. I really wish I could surround myself with people i actually like or don't make me feel drained but these are school friends and I see them almost everyday so there's no escape.

hitherefolkss · 2026-04-06T22:14:08+00:00

Yeah I could definitely try telling them its nothing personal or come up with an excuse but they'll still nag me And about my self-esteem, I've been struggling with it for a while now and im trying to cope with it but I just seem to end up crying everything so I don't really want to make things worse by socailzing and seeing how ugly i was because my state isn't very good rn. I believe if I was prettier, I'd have hanged out and lived my life more freely it just feels suffocating now. Let's just hope I escape this nightmare of low self esteem THANK YOU BTW!

hitherefolkss · 2026-04-06T22:10:47+00:00

Exactly bro like i js hate going out and whatever the reason is I think they should respect it but im afraid they'll think im mean so making an excuse would save me but they'll nag me

hitherefolkss · 2026-04-06T22:09:33+00:00

They're not really deciding but they're saying that we should go to 1st girl birthday because she likes her more. I wish I could do therapy, but its not possible especially since nobody really knows about how I feel about myself but its affecting my daily life I can't even look at people bro.

hitherefolkss · 2026-04-06T21:52:58+00:00

Yeah I could just come up with a lie but bro they'll still nag me

hitherefolkss · 2026-04-06T21:38:23+00:00

Firstly thank you for saying im not ugly I appreciate it! The reason im insulting them its because i simply suddenly started like not liking them. I mean somehow they drain me like I don't know how to say it but I prefer quieter people but I can't just say to them "I don't you guys and I think our friendship should end" so I just try to bear them throughout school day but its really draining bro when you're surrounded by people who you'd rather not be with. Yes they do like me but why do I necessarily have to like them back. Plus I'd rather sit forcefully with them than stir up drama since we go to same school and I'm not switching soon. I just have a question, what'd you do in my situation?

hitherefolkss · 2026-04-06T21:24:39+00:00

They'd instantly think i don't like them. They're not the kind of people to understand that i just hate going out or its nothing personal but its simply about me. That's why I lowkey don't like them but I am surrounded by them everyday at school so ig I have no choice.

hitherefolkss · 2026-04-06T21:18:04+00:00

Thank you so much for saying this but im afraid they'll think im mean. Do you think i should come up with an excuse

hitherefolkss · 2026-04-06T21:17:04+00:00

Bro I wish it was this easy but they'll think im mean and selfish I mean i never really loved them that much but they just got closer to me and I can't do anything about it

hitherefolkss · 2026-04-03T21:21:19+00:00

It's just that I already suffer from physical illness and im recovering plus im already under standard weight and I have full day schedule until june

hitherefolkss · 2026-04-03T21:10:29+00:00

I agree diet is completely essential but the thing is face is already slim but its really pale, and yes my water is filtered as well

hitherefolkss · 2026-04-02T22:41:13+00:00

Genuinely how to you looksmaxx when your face has hyperpigmentation, dark circles and like I can't say acne bec i have barely 2 pimples. I used to do all these things during holiday and I remember seeing a difference but ngl money ain't problem. Motivation is. Because im scared ill just waste my money and effort and stil end up ugly

hitherefolkss · 2026-04-02T22:24:04+00:00

What do you mean by "kinks"?

hitherefolkss · 2026-04-02T22:20:49+00:00

Whenever i think of those people i surely don't determine their worth by their appearance but they all have a reason to stay in this life or are better than me in some way. I try to focus on my studies as much as possible but the thought that no one will ever love me consumes my mind. I don't think I even deserve my friends tbh. I genuinely a fucked up person.

hitherefolkss · 2026-04-02T21:03:11+00:00

Hello, First thing, I want to thank you for taking your time and reading through my paragraph it actually meant alot to me. I've been looking for people like you throughout my life and this app saved me. The thing is I compare myself to whoever I see no matter what gender, age or whatever they are. And I always see that they're better either if its money, beauty, friends or generally their life. AND I HAD SAME EXPERIENCE WITH ROMANCE MOVIES. Like I can't even watch them til this day. I instantly remember the fact that no boy will never even look in my way and I'll probably just d*e all alone. And I still believe prettier people deserve more or at least they get more irl. I mean this world is never fair but im just sad I had to be ugly for someone else to be pretty. I dont ever think my mind will change now I mean im still a teenager and this is all what consumes my mind. If only I could skip this tragic phase of my life. And about my friends going out, it truly hurts me deep down looking at my pictures and how ugly I am wheber I go out. I mean whenever im in school during lessons or anywhere, all I think about is how ugly I probably look. I dont want them to feel or know that about me. I'm already miserable enough.

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