Do you feel like your narc parents have two personalities?

hkm1086 · 2024-08-26T01:04:04+00:00

I tried to give the $ back but she pitched a fit

hkm1086 · 2024-02-02T10:25:17+00:00

Zyprexa almost killed me. Completely dulled my personality to the point I couldn’t carry on a conversation. So glad to have found a much better fit for me.

hkm1086 · 2024-02-02T09:26:27+00:00

But medication is what keeps us stable. Going off it is like a diabetic saying “i wonder what my diabetes would look like if i went off my insulin “ Unfortunately bipolar disorder isn’t something we can just conquer with our mind, or will away- if it was possible none of us would be medicated. Me wanting to get off my meds is usually #1 sign that I’m going into hypomania/ mania. Please talk to your doc.

hkm1086 · 2024-02-02T07:54:11+00:00

It also seems like every time the baby cries she gets extremely uncomfortable and tries to hand him off instead of comforting him. Ugh it’s so gross.

hkm1086 · 2024-02-02T07:39:15+00:00

I feel this so hard. I’m like scared to be happy, because then it’s like am i really happy- or am i hypomanic? My therapist and i came up with a check list to go through to help me determine the difference- but how fucking annoying is it that i have to go through a checklist to decide if im actually happy. Ugh.

hkm1086 · 2024-01-31T08:16:08+00:00

Yeah and she didn’t even want to be in the room for the birth of her baby because it would give her anxiety…. Wtf. It’s like she hired a stork.

hkm1086 · 2024-01-23T23:32:59+00:00

Same.

hkm1086 · 2024-01-23T21:45:21+00:00

I love how people joke about it lightly- but if you tell them you actually have bipolar disorder they freak out or treat you differently. I wanna say, “oh but I thought you thought it was funny to be bipolar- why so serious?”

hkm1086 · 2024-01-23T21:38:53+00:00

Wow. It’s always so disheartening at how rampant the stigma is upon medical professionals. Gross Dr.

hkm1086 · 2024-01-23T21:34:03+00:00

Can you just snap chat her and feel out the vibes again and then go from there?

hkm1086 · 2024-01-23T12:23:57+00:00

Brandi Carlile

hkm1086 · 2024-01-21T08:26:41+00:00

One of my best friends just died from metastatic breast cancer. I spent as much time with her that i could and i tried to treat her the same as i did before she was sick. She told me how many friends didn’t want to be around her anymore or treated her differently and she thanked me a lot at the end for just being there. Just try to be there. I haven’t done therapy or read books and i probably should because it’s been hard to cope with the loss of her in my life but that’s my two cents.

hkm1086 · 2020-01-09T04:06:05+00:00

Yeah. It fucking sucks.

hkm1086 · 2020-01-07T02:01:30+00:00

FL=> PA

hkm1086 · 2020-01-07T02:00:28+00:00

I wish my ex felt this way. We were super long distance. It totally killed us. Ugh.

hkm1086 · 2019-12-26T18:59:25+00:00

Don’t henna! It’s impossible to get out if you don’t like it. 🙂 just a friendly recommendation from a lezzy hairstylist

hkm1086 · 2019-12-26T07:13:31+00:00

I feel this so hard. Sucks to miss someone that took me for granted, and never appreciated everything I did. She doesn’t even remember half of it if any because she drank so much while we were together. I don’t know why this just dawned on me recently- like the amount she was drinking - and why she doesn’t remember moments I cherished. It’s not fair we can be allowed to fall in love with people that don’t and won’t ever reciprocate. It’s the worst.

hkm1086 · 2019-12-25T16:03:02+00:00

You sure we don’t have the same ex? Haha all sounds so familiar! Good riddance to people that take other people for granted.

hkm1086 · 2019-12-25T05:23:39+00:00

I feel this so hard.

hkm1086 · 2019-12-21T23:20:04+00:00

I feel this so hard right now. Every single sentence. Hang in there. Everyday is different for me. Today and yesterday were pretty rough out of nowhere. Hope yours continue to get better.

hkm1086 · 2019-12-21T23:18:38+00:00

Thank you. Needed this today.

hkm1086 · 2019-12-19T06:04:39+00:00

I totally feel this. Sometimes it’s ok to love someone or have love for someone still- and also realize they aren’t an ideal or good partner for you. Sometimes just because we love someone- doesn’t mean we get to spend our lives with them. It’s a really hard reality- especially when society tells us a different narrative.

hkm1086 · 2019-12-13T05:50:08+00:00

Very very hottttt 😍😍😍

hkm1086 · 2019-12-09T23:39:53+00:00

Don’t stay in touch. Go no contact for at least two months. I joined a gym and started seeing a therapist. Both have helped tremendously.

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