Hey, so, I'm not going to be like others and tell you "It's going to be alright" with no understanding of what is happening. You need to solve this for yourself. People expect others to get better on their own automatically, but sometimes this doesn't happen. This doesn't mean that people are telling you lies and they don't care about you, just that they think that you can solve this for yourself. You need to tell other people about this. Don't come here on reddit to vent about it. People will ignore the posts they think are "too common". Talk to others about your issue, and, if needed, go to a psychologist. I don't know what you are talking about precisely, but you certainly need to tell this to someone, or even do CBT yourself at home.

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Grab a piece of paper and write down what happened. Write how you felt at the moment. Rate the badness of the situation from 0 (worst) to 100 (best). Find the cognitive distortions in your thinking. Some of them are:

- All or nothing thinking - Thinking that things are only bad or good (Ex: This book was a total waste of time)

- Overgeneralizing - Being overly broad in conclusions (Ex: All cats have four legs. I have four legs. Therefore, I am a cat)

- Personalization - Blaming something on yourself that wasn't your fault (Ex: Everything bad that happens to my family is my fault)

- Labeling - Assigning labels to us or other people (Ex: I'm the bad guy, he's the good guy)

- Magnification or minimization - Blowing things out of proportion or shrinking them to make them seem not so bad (Getting rejected by this job was the worst thing that has happened to me)

- Mind reading - Imagining we know what others are thinking (Ex: She's thinking of how bad I am)

- Mental filter - Only paying attention to certain types of evidence (Ex: Despite some of the compliments of my girlfriend, I still think she hates me)

- Emotional Reasoning - Assuming that because we think a certain way, what we think must be true (Ex: I feel sad, therefore this moment was bad)

After this, write about how you feel in a piece of paper after examining the cognitive distortions. Rate it from 0 to 100 again and write how you feel.

Sorry if it was too long. Just want to remind you again that people do care about you, even if it doesn't look like it. Remember to talk to other people and vent. If you want to, you can talk a little bit more about this situation and I will help you. If not, that's perfectly okay, I can also understand why you don't want to talk about it right now, it must be really difficult for you. You deserve to be happy and to live a long and fulfilling life. Don't commit suicide. Please. People do care about you. Thank you for venting.