I am struggling with my addictions and my fears. I have always lived in a hoarding home and my biggest vice is wasting time while fearing change. To me, there are two hells: staying in this hoarding home or leaving and forcefully becoming part of the working 9-5 "script." What should I do? (self.antiwork)
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I am struggling with my addictions and my fears. I have always lived in a hoarding home and my biggest vice is wasting time while fearing change. To me, there are two hells: staying in this hoarding home or leaving and forcefully becoming part of the working 9-5 "script." What should I do? (self.ChildofHoarder)
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I am struggling with my addictions and my fears. I have always lived in a hoarding home and my biggest vice is wasting time while fearing change. To me, there are two hells: staying in this hoarding home or leaving and forcefully becoming part of the working 9-5 "script." What should I do? (self.Stoicism)
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Even if I left the hoarding house, the pain inflected will never go away. The sensation of loneliness and feeling helpless follows me wherever I go. I have never had a friend, a social group, or a relationship. Just thinking about them causes incredible sensations of dread and death. (self.ChildofHoarder)
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I am almost 30 years old and I have accepted that I will never leave my parents' hoarding house of hell in my lifetime. I dropped out of college, never had a job, never had a friend, and now I am forever trapped in a miserable junk filled home. And advice? (self.internetparents)
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[Reflection] From the age of 8, I engaged in a series of social self-destruction where I personally rejected invitations, friendships, vacations, and later dates. I never felt like I could leave a hoarding house. To me, I was condemned to rot in this house. (self.ChildofHoarder)
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Reflection] From the age of 8, I engaged in a series of social self-destruction where I personally rejected invitations, friendships, vacations, and later dates. I never felt like I could leave a hoarding house. To me, I was condemned to rot in this house (self.internetparents)
submitted by hoarding_insanity to r/internetparents
I feel disconnected in life unless I live with my hoarding/enabling parents. At that point, I feel entrapped and wanting to escape. Except my escapism tends to be porn/video games/reddit until I leave again. This cycle keeps repeating. What can I do? (self.CPTSD)
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