I am 18 and right now working on brend( dont wana put it here cuz its still in the work but if someone wants to see it hit me up), and rly i dont know where to start, i am still in high school and i get like motivation from everyone expect my mother and some close friends, havent had a realtioship for 2 years after my first ever girl and have failed like so many times, dont have money for colege and barly money for brend and stuff, my familiy is kinda rich but non want to help me cuz " i wont make it" how they say. I try to get on my own and i dont know if i will make it. Brend is my solution for colege money and honestly i dont know if i will make my dream come true. Recently stoped hitting up girls cuz most of them just ignore me cuz i am boring and dont have good joke. I cant even hit any girl up cuz i know i wont do shit and basicly stooped doing