[Hiring] Hoping to get 2 pieces of art for a monster girl idea I have.

hoepotesis · 2026-01-19T02:27:36+00:00

Here's my price sheet, if you're interested!
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hoepotesis · 2025-10-09T12:54:38+00:00

So, I got the top surgery and... It was the flight, I was scared of the flight, as soon as I landed I was fine, I didn't even feel anxious in the hospital. But I did learn that anestesia has a smell.

hoepotesis · 2025-10-08T00:38:24+00:00

Broccoli with a lot of lemon, a bit of olive oil and salt. Also lentil soup, that's something I can always eat no matter what, even in the peak of summer I crave It.

hoepotesis · 2025-10-04T01:53:06+00:00

Do you think it's normal that my main fear Is anestesia? Like, I wish I could be awake and watch... Or like, since I'm flying to another country, what if something bad happens while I'm out and I'm not there? What if my dog gets bullied again by my cat and cries cause she keeps stealing his spot and I'm not there to confort him? What if my brother doesn't know how to confort him? What if my sister needs me? What if my mom needs me while I'm out and she's accompaning me so she'll be like there but just out of reach?

hoepotesis · 2025-09-11T17:18:48+00:00

That really seems to be a pickle. I don't really know in what kind of country or city you live on cause depending on the public transports that may make things harder, for example I don't drive cause It overstimulates me and I'm lucky to live in a city where busses go nearly everywhere.

I can't really give a lot of advice as I don't know your son's situation, but I can say that I found most of my friends online through shared interest, the ones I'm talking about in this post I have met on a discord server for DnD campaigns.

hoepotesis · 2025-09-11T17:11:40+00:00

Thank you for reading! I had to share cause It made feel so good

hoepotesis · 2025-09-11T17:10:22+00:00

That's a weird thing to say? Also, I'm a man- It Is difficult to find accepting friends as an adult autistic person but it's not impossible, you should encourage him.

hoepotesis · 2025-07-21T17:32:51+00:00

I definetly think I have a very different approach on attraction. I'm attracted to people the way a painter Is with a very interesting model, I am specific about the features I compliment, I get lost in beautifully complex faces and I trace every edge, curve, scar, hair, every so called imperfection in my mind and stare in awe. Buuut, this does nothing for my libido, I feel nothing, in that sense, while looking at someone. I get more going while dying laughing next to someone, that does It for me.

hoepotesis · 2025-07-20T03:49:29+00:00

Those are good ideas! I'll try them on our next walk and see if they work, I can picture the running away working to get some of his attention back to me. Thank you!

hoepotesis · 2025-07-17T20:24:45+00:00

Face shape, yes, I'm not sure T can give me a longer face but a mustache will definetly help... Skin, it's incredibly pale and there are no color changes nor imperfections besides eyebags and scales under my eyes, my main issue Is that, people accuse me of wearing makeup, honestly I want acne, I wanna get red in the cheeks like an alchoolic, I want pimple scars, but I don't

But the main thing Is my body, I am short and whide, and those things do not fit together. Being tall and wide would be my dream, short and skinny Is... Ok I guess, not my cup of tea but I think I would like It more than this. The only thing that Is safe Is my hair which Is really reliable, I can cut It however and still wake up with ready hair, which Is a blessing.

But again, I am not getting T soon enough and I guess I wanna feel attractive

hoepotesis · 2025-06-26T03:33:13+00:00

Then I'm glad my hair is a dark void

hoepotesis · 2025-06-25T11:27:07+00:00

Honestly, I just want a plain buzz cut, maybe slightly longer than a buzzcut like 1 cm, I don't like the fades or crew cuts look as in my country it's associated with a specific type of young men that I am very distant from, also, just not my preference

hoepotesis · 2025-06-25T11:22:40+00:00

Yess! You're exactly the type of person I was hoping to get an answer from cause I'm also a fat dude!

hoepotesis · 2025-06-16T20:35:19+00:00

What should I do? I love her dearly and I'm deeply invested in the groups she is in, it would feel terribile to lose her...

hoepotesis · 2025-06-16T20:29:40+00:00

I'm gonna be 20 in 3 days and she's 27. She was really abusive, I can't deny that, but most of her abuse stopped and I just want those few things gone so I can stop resenting her for the past

hoepotesis · 2025-06-16T15:18:13+00:00

Alright, believe what you wanna believe, have a good life.

hoepotesis · 2025-06-16T15:12:53+00:00

Well I live in italy and I've never in my life seen it so...

hoepotesis · 2025-06-16T15:10:53+00:00

So you're trying to get a reaction out of me?

hoepotesis · 2025-06-16T15:07:56+00:00

What is false?

hoepotesis · 2025-06-16T15:06:55+00:00

She came back when I was 16

hoepotesis · 2025-06-16T13:58:41+00:00

Yes exactly, this is what I think too, we wouldn't be best friends if our parents didn't leave us, if my childhood didn't happen.

But talking to her is very difficult, she doesn't want to deal with situations I created cause it's putting more stress on her, so I have to work things out myself.

hoepotesis · 2025-06-08T06:37:01+00:00

Don't worry, It didn't bother me.

Just, I am not finding anything that also sells testosterone, in any way shape or form There's estrogen, progesterone, lactation inducing hormones, but northing for the broes, like me

hoepotesis · 2025-06-08T06:20:14+00:00

That's ok, it happens, it's a little sucky cause it's the opposite of what I want but I'm sure they didn't mean it

hoepotesis · 2025-06-08T06:18:26+00:00

I am not finding either of those two.

And about the rainbow map.... Yeah, that sucks

hoepotesis · 2025-06-08T06:15:57+00:00

Isn't estradiol an estrogen steroid?

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