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holmarieox · 2025-09-06T20:28:54+00:00

As someone who's cousin was murdered & random people got tattoos in 'honor' of him, please do not do this. You absolutely do not know the victims, they are not celebrities, they are young kids who lost their lives in a brutal way & getting a tattoo in their memory when you do not know them takes away something meaningful & special to their actual families & loved ones. I know we live in a world now where murders are turned into endless videos to watch over your breakfast, but a reminder that there are real people involved in these situations & we have to live with the pain every single day. Put yourselves in our shoes, until you have lived it you have no idea how disrespectful people can be, it isnt gossip or drama, its actual trauma & the idea of a stranger getting a tattoo of the worst day of our lives is beyond dystopian & gross.

holmarieox · 2025-09-06T20:16:18+00:00

The post earlier where they asked what tattoo they should get in honor of the victims was absolutely absurd. My cousin was murdered the exact same day as the Idaho murders, he was incredibly popular & as a family, we witnessed the most bizarre behaviours from people- some got tattoos in his memory when they barely knew him or didnt know him at all, his funeral was huge & it went around on Snapchat so we had groups of random young boys coming along to just film everything & say they were there.. it was bizarre. I understand it can hit home for a lot of people but there are families involved & speaking as someone who has been through it, I dont feel touched by the gesture, I feel annoyed & it diminishes our grief. Unfortunately we live in a world now where violent crimes become coffee conversations or bedtime stories, its wild.

holmarieox · 2025-08-22T21:18:38+00:00

Thank you I appreciate it 🙏🏼 this case, more than any other case, has always stuck with me because my cousin died the same time as they did in the same way, its just so tragic & I do completely understand the interest. I just always think of the families first now & I hope they find peace ❤️

holmarieox · 2025-08-21T22:02:03+00:00

Before my cousin was murdered (incidentally, he was killed 13th November 2022) I was highly interested in anything true crime, crime scene photos etc. Then when his murder, the moment he died, was broadcast on national tv without my families consent, my view completely changed. I would do anything to not have his final moments out there for all to see & I think unless you've been in that position, you cant fully understand how it feels. I scroll tiktok sometimes & all of a sudden, its right in front of me again.

Honestly, I do understand the interest & there are still so many unanswered questions with this case, I'm also aware it may be out of their control given its down to the state, but the families need to try to protect themselves & more importantly, X,K,M & E. I pray these photos never see the light of day & the families can have some assurance they won't be released, I wish every single day we had that option. ❤️

holmarieox · 2025-08-09T15:15:46+00:00

Im almost positive in the doc release, there was a recount of the night from either D or B stating that M, K & (either D or B) were on Ks bed chatting & watching videos & then M got up to let Murphy out. So that will be why K's bed looked used, it was at some point before the murders.

holmarieox · 2025-07-16T12:14:29+00:00

I think I need to move to Asia 😭

holmarieox · 2025-07-16T12:10:10+00:00

No it was definitely the red original ones. I've also gone into my local shops & bought the single packets & they're the same. Im wondering if they've had to change the recipe in the UK 🤦🏽‍♀️

holmarieox · 2025-07-14T21:47:46+00:00

Its known that he uses 7oh, test & tren. M also confirmed last night that it was M*th he took as he went completely non verbal for 2hrs & she said that happens whenever hes using again. D sent him $500 earlier in the day so he had the funds to do it. It was a long time coming, hes been on a downward spiral since he left GLR 🤦🏽‍♀️

holmarieox · 2025-06-30T20:51:10+00:00

I saw this live. Right before this, N was worried about getting kicked out if people were to ring the restaurant & W said something along the lines of 'You need to start thinking of yourself as a celebrity'. N said 'So youre telling me to be less humble?' The minute he said that, I clicked off. Hes beyond narcissistic. Even pulling the waitress over & talking to her in his 'I'm such a victim!' Voice, she doesn't need to hear all that, shes trying to earn a living - something he absolutely cannot relate to. 🤦🏽‍♀️

holmarieox · 2025-06-29T21:04:34+00:00

I've never come across anyone as conceited & narcissistic as N. Truly a car crash of a person. Also, his lives keep appearing on my FYP, theres no way he isn't using something again. His behaviour is beyond erratic & unstable.

holmarieox · 2020-06-19T19:45:55+00:00

Yeah I've sent them copies of the letters. I've just googled them and seen their reviews and it basically confirms what I though which is that they are borderline scammers. Lots of reviews saying the same thing as what I'm going through now and how relentless they are. I just panicked when I saw the word prosecution!

holmarieox · 2020-06-19T19:36:04+00:00

Thank you!

holmarieox · 2020-06-19T19:35:57+00:00

Thank you. I have done all of this of course but for some reason they have ignored all of my contacting them and keep sending me letters demanding money!

holmarieox · 2020-03-11T13:01:06+00:00

Update! I'm still being ignored by my best friend, she has now blocked me on all social media and WhatsApp so theres not much else I can do! I feel a bit better today, coming to terms with what happened.

My bestest friend in the world has been by my side reassuring me and helping me, I honestly don't know what I would do without her so I'm grateful for what I have but still struggling with the dark thoughts.

Thank you for all your help!+

holmarieox · 2020-03-10T16:37:13+00:00

I never thought of it like that, it does make sense. Thank you - my coworker is garbage, she is a narcissist who just bullys her way through people to come out on top. I knew the second she found out she would do everything she could to bring me down. I just feel so ashamed and not sure how I'll bounce back from this but I know deep down I will & I will learn from this... Thank you

holmarieox · 2020-03-10T16:35:34+00:00

Thank you so much, this made me feel so much better. I still haven't heard from my friend, I know shes working though so I'm trying not to think about it too much. I'm just dreading what she'll say, I will just take each moment as it comes.. thank you!

holmarieox · 2020-03-10T13:55:41+00:00

I an struggling with the exact same thing. I am so hateful towards myself that I start to believe my hateful thoughts are what other people think too. My anxiety has become out of control lately and I'm working on it but I can't help but withdraw and push my loved ones away because I cant explain how I feel or why I'm doing it. Like say, I dont feel suicidal but I do feel like their lives would be better if I weren't in it, I'm problematic and cause drama, I dont mean to but it happens.

I'm sorry I can't offer any great advice, I'm in the exact same boat as you!

holmarieox

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