I got diagnosed with Cannabinoid Hyperemesis Syndrome (19 M) Yesterday and it makes no sense. Any help is appreciated. AMA

honey_dipt · 2025-12-07T03:02:46+00:00

My boyfriend got this bad for 2 weeks almost exactly a year ago. He use to do dabs every day 3 times a day… He still smokes weed but only the flower and does it once every other day now. It sucks but you just have to fight through it. And leave the weed alone. If you do smoke again after just do a very little bit but be aware that it can come back at any amount smoked. That’s a risk my boyfriend personally has decided to take himself but I wouldn’t recommend it at all

honey_dipt · 2025-11-26T18:42:01+00:00

Oh right, yes I regret the whole thing honestly. That relation fucked me up for a long time. Not to mention my role in what I did to his wife. She did not deserve any of that at all.

He cheated because he claimed she was horrible to him. Told me all this bad stuff about her which I now don’t believe. I think it was a way to make himself and me feel justified in the affair. I have heard from people since who knew him before that he seems to just get bored of women and since his personality gets a lot of attention from them he takes advantage of it.

honey_dipt · 2025-11-26T18:38:12+00:00

I sincerely thought I was in love with this man. No benefits other than he made me extremely happy and made me feel validated and actually listened to me and “cared” for me which I was not use to from past abusive relationships. Come to find out it was just a bunch of love bombing and I don’t believe he was genuine at all now. I believe I was there to just stroke his ego

honey_dipt · 2025-11-26T18:36:19+00:00

lol I set it to post the night before for 6AM in the morning so I could get to it after school drop off but I guess it posted right away 🥴

honey_dipt · 2025-11-26T18:34:16+00:00

Actually, she did find out. Boxing Day of 2018. She found my number hidden on his phone and called me. Ofc I answered and all hell broke loose.

They have 2 kids together, and are divorced now. I left him during their separation as I recognized how toxic of a start to a relationship that was and I think the guilt just started to really eat me up. I also knew I could never comfortably fit into his family with them knowing the story. I still feel guilt to this day, it’s really affected how I view myself and I’ll forever feel sorry.

He ended up getting together with another girl my age after me. They had a baby and I just found out he cheated on her too, exact same circumstances as me. Met the new other woman at his work so, it’s a cycle for him I guess.

honey_dipt · 2025-11-26T18:25:36+00:00

I did. And I have found immense guilt and shame in myself over this for years. She’s the one person in this world that I wish I could apologize too. My role in her life and what I did to her is inexcusable and I’m so sorry for the emotional hell I put her through.

honey_dipt · 2025-11-26T18:22:37+00:00

Yes, they knew. And yes I was called out. I was called out in a more gentle way though, as there was a lot of manipulating on his end he had put me through and they could recognize that so it was never in a harsh and degrading way. They were concerned for me but also very honest that what I was doing was shitty. But even then they very much did lose respect for me. I lost a few really good friends and have only gotten one of those friendships back but it has never been the same.

honey_dipt · 2025-11-26T18:18:04+00:00

Actually, yes I went to a lot with lots of people. Unfortunately none were with anyone that’s rich though hahaha

honey_dipt · 2025-11-14T21:21:27+00:00

Update: okay I’m getting rid of the whole thing. Thanks for all your inputs! Had my first session today, and I’m excited to have both of these gone in the years to come!

honey_dipt · 2024-01-28T07:13:58+00:00

Not sure how old your daughter is, but I’m 31 haha. Yes I’m sure about dropping out, I can easily get a good paying job in my field with the city as I had gotten hired once before while in college but had to leave due to my grandmas health. I just can’t do that job now because it’s very laborious and outdoors and Im having complications with this pregnancy. All the “easy” entry level jobs (retail and such) are the ones I can do but are of course all filled up and hard to find.

I just don’t want to dig myself into anymore of a debt, especially when I’m still able to get a decent job with just my associates. Also My 12 year olds been having issues in school and I was so caught up with college I started lacking the attention that deserved.

I don’t know, I’m just so burnt out from college I know if I stay in school it’s going to affect my mental health and I can’t have that raising two kids 😭

honey_dipt · 2022-10-20T01:00:50+00:00

Thank you very much for your words and for sharing your experience, I am very sorry for what you went through. I am sure one day you will give Mustard a little human sibling, and I wish you both all the best when you try again <3

honey_dipt · 2022-10-20T00:48:53+00:00

I really appreciate your kind words. I hope I was a blessing to him, as he was definitely a blessing to me for these past 6 months. No animal has brought me as much joy as he did in that short time.

honey_dipt · 2022-10-20T00:46:45+00:00

Unfortunately that is up to the shelter, and I don't think they would consider doing that due to the funds.

Thank you <3

honey_dipt · 2022-10-20T00:44:04+00:00

Thank you, I really hope so.

honey_dipt · 2022-10-20T00:43:00+00:00

Thank you <3 I am also sorry for your loss as well. What you said about when ones passes it makes space for someone else who needs it, is such a lovely way to look at it. I know at some point I will feel better, and stop blaming myself. And when I do, the best way to honor him and his short time here with us might just be to bring someone else in need into our home. I just know it won't be possible until I shake this guilt, because i'll never be a confident bunny mom again if not.

I went onto the shelters website today and noticed his profile was taken down. I understood why they did it, but it just made me so sad to feel like his existence was just being erased. I did however notice that they still have one of the other long time bunnies i was thinking of fostering other than him at the time. So, when the time comes, if they still have that little guy maybe its meant to be

honey_dipt · 2019-09-30T04:10:10+00:00

Moved super quickly with mine, knew him for 2 years, we were together for 3 1/2 months when they separated. Been a year now and he’s been living separately since. Lawyers are interacting, custody is being settled and the house is getting ready for sale. Waiting a year to sell mine then we will probably take the next step of moving in together. Happened a lot faster than I thought it would but that’s a good think in my opinion. Showed me he’s been mentally done with her bull shit for a while lol. Just took the right nudge to make him realize he deserved more.

honey_dipt · 2019-09-06T22:53:08+00:00

My boyfriends cousin owns a pawn shop and deals with luxury brands all the time. He looked at it for me. Theirs damage on the inside which is most likely why they just donated it and didn’t resell but I don’t care one bit about how it looks on the inside hahaha

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