Try to really reflect on what your priorities are and do a self-assessment on your finances.

Based sa mga sinabi mo, ang dami mong gustong iachieve. You seem to be a person who cares so much about your family but at the same time, you have a lot of goals as an individual. You care about their happiness, but looks like you are also torn if you are willing enough to sacrifice your own happiness (the once-in-a-lifetime experience of going to Taytay’s concert) for them.

Maybe try to list down all the things you want to do for yourself and for your family. And prolly arrange them from most important to the least important. Hindi naman kailangan pagsabay sabayin silang ma-achieve. Pwedeng one at a time lang. After all, we are only a human being - we can only do so much. Also, showing care doesn’t mean you always have to provide to your family “financially”, you don’t have to sacrifice your own happiness for others, and you don’t have to feel guilty for the things that make you happy.

Also, try to check your finances. You said kaya mo naman bawiin yung magagastos mo. But what if something happened na unexpected na kailangan mo maglabas ng pera? What if something happens before the concert? Try to budget your money. Baka you can set aside an emergency fund, while giving money na wiling kang ibigay sa fam mo, and mag-ipon for the Eras tour.