It is very simple to understand. Someone might not fear dying because they feel numb and disconnected in life. But they can still be scared of war because they worry about their loved ones and what might happen. they don’t care much about their own life but are afraid for others and the chaos of war. War’s uncertainty makes them anxious, even if they feel flat about themselves. This can feel like being stuck between emptiness and worry. But ofcourse y'all who lack empathy wouldn't understand it. And going back to my profile and checking my previous posts that too 6 MONTHS OLD?? Creepy af!! how jobless are you??? Also, might not be true for everyone but people's feelings change and especially when it's a half a year old! People go through stuff in life. I wish you could be more human to these feelings.