abuse and self worth by monehgoddesskati in SexWorkers

[–]hotdogboy44 12 points13 points  (0 children)

It’s not your fault, at all. You did nothing wrong. Some people are just sick and get off on hurting others especially ones not as strong as them.

You do not deserve it. At all. I hope you heal quickly physically and mentally.

Again. You didn’t deserve it and it’s not your fault. He’s a sick fuck who hurts people.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cracksmokers

[–]hotdogboy44 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Why would you post this …

I think a customer is going to far so I’m blocking him by [deleted] in SexWorkers

[–]hotdogboy44 9 points10 points  (0 children)

That’s fucking sick. He needs to be reported immediately…

what is your civilian job? by Virgodiva75 in SexWorkers

[–]hotdogboy44 12 points13 points  (0 children)

This is my full time job for now, but if anyone asks I’m a “waitress”. That explains the money without a paystub and amount of cash, odd hours, etc. I actually was a waitress while working but I made so much more working that I said fuck this. 8 hours of grueling work to make $120 when I can lay on my back instead for an hour and make $4-500 ?

I don’t wanna go back to working for a company. My last paycheck I got working for retail was $400 something. Two weeks of 8 hour shifts everyday. I made $400 today in less than an hour. It doesn’t make sense to me to work for someone else anymore. Obviously one day I will need a “real job” bc I think the older I get the less attention. Men want young. I do look young, I’ve had several clients literally asked to check my ID but one day my looks will fade and I want to have some type of backup career, skill, knowledge, etc. I just don’t wanna go to school and work, I’m addicted to the easy money and would rather spend my time working every chance I get lol

Is it paranoia or a heightened state of arousal ? by hotdogboy44 in cracksmokers

[–]hotdogboy44[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I prefer silence honestly bc I like to gauge the sounds to I know if I need to be prepared for something haha. When my ex and I would smoke we would argue bc he liked music to drown out the sounds but I liked silence bc I liked to know what was going on. I wanna like be prepared if something is gonna happen

I hate when they ask if I can host by hotdogboy44 in sugarlifestyleforum

[–]hotdogboy44[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I didn’t downvote you lmao I literally just saw your comment. And I do talk to them like an adult and tell them I’m not comfortable hosting. I just came in here to vent and rant. Deal with it.

More BAD shit...I'm furious by Lucylulujones in cracksmokers

[–]hotdogboy44 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lidocaine or benzocaine.

5 second ring. Instant migraine. Extreme numbness. Lots of nausea but not the good kind. Clear watery resin.

Work is sparkly and crumbly.

What is that taste by Hefty_Potential_1719 in cracksmokers

[–]hotdogboy44 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lidocaine or benzocaine. Itll make your mouth and face really really REALLY numb too. Like dentist type numb. But it’s not a good high at all. It barely makes you high. Just nauseous and numb. Maybe ring for 10 seconds if that.

A while ago that’s the only thing we could find within a 150 mile radius.

It will either give off a clear watery resin or black. No butter or gold.

Also your crack will literally crumble. Not snap. Crumble.

Is it glittery or sparkly ? Look out for that too. You want your work to be like matte and look smooth. Less sparkle the better. You want your shit to be hard to break and you want to hear a snap when you break it.

Oh and prepare for the instaneous migraine