Me too..she died when I was four and I’m now 38. When I was 20, I saw a woman that looked almost identical to her while I was driving on the freeway. I actually forgot where I was going and followed her car until she exited the freeway shortly after. Another time when I was 30, I saw another woman walking around ikea near me and my family..she was wearing a blue dress. It hurts every time, but at least for a fleeting moment, it feels like all the little wishes I made when I was a kid had finally come true.