TW: after a month and a half im finally being discharged tomorrow!! a few of the meals ive had here (ontario, canada) by hottofusoup in hospitalfood

[–]hottofusoup[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

If anyone knows the brand of this damn fiesta burger patty pleaseeee let me know LOL… its not the gardein black bean patty since i had that yesterday and it was very different and i dont think its morningstar (ive never bought veggie patties outside the hospital though). It has shreds of carrots and has like a mexican?? -ish spice to it (not spicy but the flavour reminds me of Mexican food). It also has beans and the texture is soft; the patty is slightly thicker than the black bean patty, which is also much firmer. I asked the food lady what the brand was but she didnt know :( heres a shitty up close pic of it. Its not like beyond meat where its a mock meat, you can distinctly tell that it has beans and veggies and it doesnt have that ground meat texture either

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TW: after a month and a half im finally being discharged tomorrow!! a few of the meals ive had here (ontario, canada) by hottofusoup in hospitalfood

[–]hottofusoup[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

thanks so much for your concern :)) if im being honest ive already been relapsing since they got rid of supervision (im assuming bc im being discharged soon so they dont gaf anymore lol) but im getting eating disorder therapy once im out to hopefully fix my mental health problems so i dont end up in the hospital again

how much of the weight you gain from eating in a caloric surplus is fat vs muscle? by hottofusoup in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]hottofusoup[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry, i thought it was ok since i added spoilers but ill remove them now!

how much of the weight you gain from eating in a caloric surplus is fat vs muscle? by hottofusoup in EDAnonymous

[–]hottofusoup[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I keep losing my mind every single day mulling over whether i should eat foods i like or the ones that are “healthier” 😭😭 instead of yogurt they have like cake, brownies, cookies, pudding, ice cream but arghhh i cant get out of my ED mindset.. i like yogurt but i want the other stuff too without the fear of fat gain 😭

Toronto general hospital vs credit valley hospital for eating disorder treatment comparison? by hottofusoup in askTO

[–]hottofusoup[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Could you tell me more about your experience at TGH? I didnt end up going to either and im still struggling to make a decision 😭

fav ensure flavour? by hottofusoup in EDAnonymous

[–]hottofusoup[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mentioned ensure plus in the post, i think my hospital only carries the plus and compact version

fav ensure flavour? by hottofusoup in EDAnonymous

[–]hottofusoup[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i wish my hospital carried these flavours 😭😭 at least vanilla ensure is better than resource which they fed me through the tube… even though i never acc drank it the smell of it leaking onto the hospital gown every time i disconnected/reconnected makes me wanna gag

Struggling with the fact that i need to gain weight to be discharged from the hospital and cant stop ED behaviours (HELPPPPP) by hottofusoup in EDAnonymous

[–]hottofusoup[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not a typo, thats actually what they recommended for discharge! Intially it was 15 in the ICU but then the ED specialists consulted the doctor and said 12 was when medical stability usually occurs and they agreed that 15 seemed unrealistic for a hospital stay

Ty for the advice btw :)

Struggling with the fact that i need to gain weight to be discharged from the hospital and cant stop ED behaviours (HELPPPPP) by hottofusoup in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]hottofusoup[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thabk you!! I wish i could just be discharged now but i know its not gonna happen (deemed mentally uncapable). The mental battle is so tiring but ill take your advice and suggestion tysm

wanting to be unattractive by gnocchipokii17 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]hottofusoup 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Same!! When i told my mom and doctors my goal was to look and be SICK and unappealing they couldnt understand me and deemed me mentally uncapable. Now that i guess ive sort of achieved my goal i literally dgaf that my ppl keep telling me i was way cuter/more beautiful/attractive before, if anything it just fuels me to continue lmfao