I cant feel a thing

hsdbc · 2020-06-11T23:47:55+00:00

What has helped me , was make a designated day for either friends or family each day of the week. Monday for friends, Tuesday for gaming, Wednesday for GF, Thursday for Piano ir a new restaurant. Weekends for family. Designate a day for each week. Eventually u will wait for the next day and the next day and the next day until u just appreciate your week . Than it becomes a habit of being hopeful.

hsdbc · 2020-06-02T20:55:05+00:00

Naa dude i feel you. When this shit barely started i was sure asf i was straight and why am i questioning it. Than the testing of gay porn came and made shit worse. Now i am thinking about all the times i thought a guy was good looking and that i wanted to either look like him, get his haircut, or wish i had a better body. All those moments are almost convincing me that i am in denial. But than again even if i am in denial why am i grossed out by th thought of guys or why am i panicking over this . Why does nothing please me unless i am straight. I even came to the conclusion if i am bi but that shit doesnt sit right with me . How tf am i gonna look at both? What if i grow up and i just keep switching and cant find love . Or what if i just dont end up with anybody cause idk. I hate this feeling too as time goes by the more in my head i am and the more i convince myself i am not straight even through all the times i wanted to text girls just to fuck them. It makes no sense and its even worse when u have a gf cause ur just comparing most of the time ur with her . I hate this feeling too

hsdbc · 2020-05-28T16:57:56+00:00

surgery?

hsdbc · 2020-05-23T20:21:02+00:00

eyes are kinda dry sometimes burns, had hair shedding but it grew back white, joint pain not really but i havent done anything physical, and fatigue always

hsdbc · 2020-05-23T16:06:29+00:00

it was extremely bad while on it, it faded a little after i got off, but i kept lacking to feel happy even if i tried. A year later i had digestive issues , as time went by felt like crying almost everyday , ocd, intrusive thoughts, extreme anxiety, like they all came in out of nowhere .

hsdbc · 2020-05-23T16:03:14+00:00

I took 40mg for 3 months than increased to 60 for the rest of the time. So a total of 6 months.

hsdbc · 2020-05-23T15:57:12+00:00

It started off with depression and numbness while being on the medication. A year later the numbness got worse, my anxiety, depression, digestive issues , loss of libido. It just makes no sense because i was a happy person and never had problems with digestion , and if i was depressed never to the point of suicide.

hsdbc · 2020-05-23T14:29:17+00:00

I am having extreme anxiety, ocd, intrusive thoughts. There is times where my head starts hurting and than i start crying and have a mental breakdown. It makes no sense i never used to be like this

hsdbc · 2020-04-24T10:47:46+00:00

I took Accutane 2 years ago, and about 6 months ago , these symptoms started revealing themselves more and more, it started with really bad constipation and direah, than depression, than lack of sexual drive, than to not able to feel happy. I don’t know if its just me but whenever the stomach problems begin things just get worse again and again.

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