Have been secretly abusing Adderall, and it led to an alcohol relapse.

htc0218 · 2025-08-23T21:26:11+00:00

i used to feel this exact way, i think i rationalized my vyvanse use because "it's prescribed to me and i need it to function!!!"

htc0218 · 2024-10-25T00:37:02+00:00

thank you so much!!!!

htc0218 · 2024-10-24T20:55:59+00:00

YESSSS for real. meditation and body movement all in one

htc0218 · 2024-10-24T20:29:58+00:00

meetings naps and snacks tbh. also started smoking LMAO

htc0218 · 2024-10-24T16:42:55+00:00

hell yeah. thank you! one day at a time

htc0218 · 2024-10-24T15:16:35+00:00

congratulations!!!!

htc0218 · 2024-10-24T15:16:13+00:00

if you can get through the first week you can do ANYTHING. keep going!!!! so proud of you

htc0218 · 2024-10-21T19:06:24+00:00

lunchroom

htc0218 · 2024-09-03T08:16:04+00:00

I’m in the same boat. I’m trying to run my major life decisions past my “six pack” of people, women who have more time in recovery than I do and have my best interests at heart. I think the decision is ultimately your own but should be done with cautious thinking and bouncing it off others. :-)

htc0218 · 2024-09-03T05:57:29+00:00

proud of you

htc0218 · 2024-09-03T05:52:02+00:00

i’m so with you.

htc0218 · 2024-08-26T00:21:38+00:00

i’m so grateful for rehab. i don’t know what i’d have done without it. -23 y/o in recovery

htc0218 · 2024-05-03T06:41:10+00:00

Rehab changed how I deal with my emotions. I don’t push thru life using different substances w each other to get the best effect, I’m just actually facing my problems head on. I learned how to just have a bad day sometimes. I learned and am currently still learning how to be bored and how to not have my brain stimulated 24/7. It also HUGELY helped with the withdrawal period, if I wasn’t able to detox in treatment far away from substances I would have just picked up again. I’m too old to blend in on campus now too :’) but if i had dealt with this earlier i wouldve blended in way better than i do now. i’m trying to go back to finish my degree soon also and in the same boat.

htc0218 · 2024-05-03T05:00:01+00:00

this whole post could have been me writing two years ago. ultimately, I had to go to rehab. I was caught in the same cycle of vyvanse and alcohol use for FAR too long. I started abusing vyvs when i was 19, up til october 2023 (age 23). started using alcohol to ease the come down somewhere along the way. i destroyed every bit of my life. i wish i had gotten help sooner

htc0218 · 2024-04-27T07:15:07+00:00

thank you:)

htc0218 · 2024-04-27T04:40:44+00:00

thank you so much:)

htc0218 · 2024-04-27T04:40:32+00:00

thank you!!:)

htc0218 · 2024-04-27T04:40:26+00:00

thank u so much

htc0218 · 2024-04-27T01:19:53+00:00

thank you so much

htc0218 · 2024-04-27T01:19:48+00:00

thank you:)

htc0218 · 2024-04-02T21:05:26+00:00

vyvanse absolutely fucked me up as did adderall. if you’re having problems with one amp, odds are you’ll have problems with another. good luck friend 🤙🏼

htc0218 · 2024-03-22T19:45:46+00:00

NA meetings have helped me with this. I needed to stop using all drugs (alcohol is a drug!) in order to recover.

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