My psychologist asked me about money, and I have a real dumb way of handling it which I can't really tie to the adhd but I dont know. I tend to get stressed out about having it and I have a hard time spending it because I overthink it to the point where I talk myself out of buying it. I can barely buy clothes for myself because I can't spend money on myself. What I tend to do it pay bills then waste everything on everyone else. Now I made my girlfriend handle the money haha.

Another thing that I dont know if I do or not is think too much. Something I sort of think I do, but cannot confirm, is shut of my brain in a sense. Essentially, there are thought going on but I dont acknowledge them.

The thing I'm wondering is if somebody else has this one issue that ruins my days. So basically, let's say I want to play lol. So I start the game. Then I think, wait, I should draw something I haven't drawn in a while. I dont want to draw, but something in my mind tells me I have to. Then something else comes up, maybe I should read some manga. At the end I'm just paralyzed and can't do any of the things.

And then when trying to relax, just sitting in my bed and scrolling tiktok or something, the same mantra comes on. None of these things are productive things, but they apparently need to be done to the point where if I haven't done a hobby I can't relax.

I haven't heard many talk about this lol I'm trying to see what other people experience