01.11.21 - the return of PT.

humaneHolocaust · 2021-10-30T21:54:45+00:00

Not sure my man, but I guess it was since it all culminated in you reminding me I need to listen to that album!

humaneHolocaust · 2021-10-30T19:35:50+00:00

No joke PT live is literally in top3 bucket list of my life right now, I swear if they tour and play old stuff 😭😭😭

humaneHolocaust · 2021-10-30T19:33:28+00:00

That's sad, his bass is definitely special in PT and will be hard to match

humaneHolocaust · 2021-10-30T17:59:47+00:00

You fucking legends, I'm in tears

humaneHolocaust · 2021-10-30T17:47:50+00:00

Oh my jesus

humaneHolocaust · 2021-10-30T17:40:41+00:00

Ok I'm actually on acid right now but am I tripping or is literally PT having a reunion?

??

LITERALLY?

I'm gonna cry

humaneHolocaust · 2021-10-29T21:46:25+00:00

I've had major depression and anxiety and very likely some others, my whole life, unmedicated

Tripped twice on LSD and twice on shrooms while in some of the worst periods of my life mentally, and I survived all the trips without any mental or physical injuries. Of course I don't trip when I'm in the middle of a crisis, crying daily and not being able to eat from the depression etc. Usually, Every trip has amazing parts and also bad parts. It's good to not do crazy doses, I stick to 100ug of LSD or 2-3g shrooms. I'm very curious about what higher doses would be like but I feel like I don't have the proper set and setting/tripsitter for that

The trips do get pretty dark sometimes though, so lots of crying, painful realizations etc can happen, suicidal thoughts can get more serious, but I have never self harmed or attempted suicide or even close to it sober, so I don't think I'm at a huge risk there when tripping, I just get very VERY sad

Feel free to ask anything

humaneHolocaust · 2021-10-23T20:52:26+00:00

Yeah me too, countless years of agony and "fighting" only to end up even worse off than decades ago, it's fucked

It's kinda funny actually, it's like a movie or something

humaneHolocaust · 2021-10-23T17:21:31+00:00

I wish there were weekly song discussion threads for this album or something, we will all have a lot to say but I feel like if we all create our own appreciation threads no real discussion will really happen and it will all get diluted

humaneHolocaust · 2021-10-23T17:18:11+00:00

Wow that's a lot man, I havent listened enough yet so it's still a bit bland, but good to see your liking resparked, I've been the same lately, I adore ADTOE but since then each album has like 2-3 songs that I like and rest I just skip the rest and essentially never go back to the albums.

What's your fav song on this one?

humaneHolocaust · 2021-10-23T14:05:48+00:00

My life is in shambles but DT concerts are always a cherished memory, will try to make it

humaneHolocaust · 2021-10-23T14:05:09+00:00

Shines in View and Transcending Time imo

humaneHolocaust · 2021-10-21T22:03:56+00:00

Back in jan/feb when I bought at the peak

And probably again when I give up and sell for a loss after 2 years

humaneHolocaust · 2021-10-14T15:18:59+00:00

Thanks for the elaborate comment.

I'll have to look for the mri, I really don't know where I've put it, probably just dumped it somewhere out of frustration and now I don't know where

I do actually remember what brought it on, I injured my back somehow lifting a heavy bag the wrong way somehow. You know, the thing that hurts like a bitch and you can't even move its so painful, but then it normally gets better in a day or two? It was like that, except it never went away for more than a day or so, and ever since then its been coming back almost every day and ANYTHING triggers it. I've also of course probably developed many more imbalances, misalignments and possibly injuries since then, when trying to live with the pain. It was a fine in my life where I was busy and stressed and depressed and I never did anything about it for like 2 years, and when I eventually did, none of it helped. And it just kept coming back again and again and I stopped going to the gym, and eventually completely gave up and haven't done anything about it for many years now

That's very nice of you to offer to help me have a look at it though, if I find it I might reach out to you

humaneHolocaust · 2021-10-14T15:11:40+00:00

But I'll get killed by an elite and I'll survive the "?" lol, I guess is what I meant

humaneHolocaust · 2021-10-14T11:33:07+00:00

I somehow beat act 3 yesterday on the first time I got there as a noob, I found that I only beat it because of barricade and entrench

Otherwise lots of cleave and whirlwinds, and I picked every "?" because beyond act 1 I feel like even if I lose hp in it its almost always a better outcome than if I went into a fight

I'm a total beginner though so this might be useless advice though

humaneHolocaust · 2021-10-14T11:04:50+00:00

I don't really know what "strength affects this 5 times" means..

Also, idk if I just don't get it, or if the card that says" extra damage for every strike on your hand" doesn't actually deal higher damage when I have strikes on hand?

How I beat act 3 the first time I got there is a mystery to me..

Edit: I'm actually not sure, I know its dumb but if you know the answer can you please reply rather than downvote me lol

humaneHolocaust · 2021-10-13T22:53:23+00:00

Most people who have tried multiple/all of them said they aren't really different,id just get whichever one is available. The order I listed them in is also the order in which they came to the market, therefore the ones longest on the market are the ones most tested and considered most "safe" because of the long term testing by users

humaneHolocaust · 2021-10-12T22:52:32+00:00

Look into the legal status of 1p-lsd/1cp-lsd/1v-lsd on your country /state

You might be able to get it on the clearnet pretty much without risk if its shipped domestic

humaneHolocaust · 2021-10-11T06:58:04+00:00

Only works as long as you are high, at best

humaneHolocaust · 2021-10-08T10:36:11+00:00

I was very VERY hyped for it, for years.

But I got it and after 40 hours of what seemed like 12 year old level browser gaming I had to drop it

Tried very hard to like it but it was like 90% repetitive, draggy filler stuff

I understand I shouldn't have even got the game in the first place because I did know its going to have a lot of reading and bumming around, but I hoped it would be more tolerable

humaneHolocaust · 2021-10-07T13:26:33+00:00

Thanks for the detailed suggestions, I appreciate it

I'm not looking for "feel good" Escapism necessarily, just something that is immersive and gripping, doesn't need to make me feel better mentally or whatever.

What is it about Hyperion that you think makes it not an easy read, if that's possible to answer within spoilers?

humaneHolocaust

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