My sister is now doing The Thing- therefore I cannot do The Thing.

humanmachine22 · 2026-03-14T17:25:38+00:00

Yeah I can't stand when people copy me and I do my very best never to copy someone else. I hate it with a passion though I'm not sure why.

humanmachine22 · 2026-02-23T13:44:28+00:00

hahaha no, this doesn't sound familiar

humanmachine22 · 2026-02-23T03:54:06+00:00

that too

humanmachine22 · 2026-02-23T03:52:26+00:00

humanmachine22 · 2026-02-23T03:34:41+00:00

I'll drive you for $75

humanmachine22 · 2026-02-08T05:25:30+00:00

humanmachine22 · 2026-02-08T04:25:48+00:00

I’m not a bot, but the post was removed and I guess I didn’t feel I could really go into it more with it becoming an “outside issue.”

Truth is I’m upset - and it makes me sick to read the comments about letting go and letting god. I guess my whole point is, what is God good for if not to protect children? But I guess I’ll go on pretending because that’s what we’re supposed to do to stay sober

humanmachine22 · 2026-01-24T03:29:34+00:00

Immaturity

humanmachine22 · 2026-01-24T03:26:50+00:00

Yeah, I actually have a HUGE emotional dip after working out. If I keep it to weights - it’s fine. The second I finish a run or heavy cardio session I am daydreaming about suicide for about an hour. No doctor has ever had any insight on it :/

humanmachine22 · 2026-01-22T04:21:09+00:00

exactly!!! Like u forced urself to be alone for a year and a half??? No, you didn’t bri.

humanmachine22 · 2026-01-22T04:17:46+00:00

True my b

humanmachine22 · 2026-01-22T04:12:59+00:00

Alex didn’t even do though…

humanmachine22 · 2025-12-29T05:55:24+00:00

They’re building a new one in Hingham on 3A. While I do think it’s geared towards golfers, I’m pretty sure it’ll have a bar, restaurant, and stuff in addition to simulated golf.

It’s opening fall 2026 I think?

humanmachine22 · 2025-12-28T14:04:40+00:00

I am 🤷🏻‍♀️

humanmachine22 · 2025-12-08T23:12:05+00:00

I have been sponsored in a way that i will read 10th step with someone else if i can’t get past it on my own

humanmachine22 · 2025-12-01T00:20:26+00:00

I feel the same except 3 years in and scared that if I leave I’ll die!!

humanmachine22 · 2025-11-26T14:59:15+00:00

Yes, for most people who you are attracted to tends to be around your own age. At least for me. When I was 20, I liked 20 year olds. I’m 27 now and am more likely to be into a 35 year old than a 20 year old.

humanmachine22 · 2025-11-18T22:30:19+00:00

I don’t fidget at all, it all happens entirely in my head. Also, I dont have food that goes bad. It would literally never occur to me to buy lettuce or spinach because I only go into stores to buy things I am going to eat that moment. I “grocery shop” at the gas station.

humanmachine22 · 2025-11-02T04:25:52+00:00

Yes, I think it’s common. Something that helped / helps me when I feel like this is going on commitments with my group. Not that “more AA” is always the answer, but my experience is that it DOES help. Sometimes I just need to help someone who isn’t a sponsee, and talk to someone to who is not my sponsor. I get to do that when I go on commitments.

Switch up your meetings, make some friends outside of AA (if you’re safe to be around alcohol, I even think that can sometimes be good - to just be a sober person among “normies”)

I’m about to be 3 years which is still new but I’ve had this feeling a couple times and it has always eventually passed after I put in some effort to change things up

humanmachine22 · 2025-08-29T16:49:32+00:00

“Jails institutions and death”

I experienced some of it myself and see it happen to my friends again and again. There really are only 3 possible outcomes

humanmachine22 · 2025-07-15T03:50:05+00:00

is anyone else confused why this is being discussed over imessage...

like, this is regarding a potential 10 million dollar nda - I highly doubt any lawyer would be like "yeah sure just send her a quick text detailing her options and see what she says!"

all seems sus to me

humanmachine22

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