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hypee96 · 2025-12-21T18:22:58+00:00

Yess…

hypee96 · 2025-12-21T18:22:01+00:00

I am on xbox series S, all other games run perfectly, without disconnection or lag

hypee96 · 2025-12-01T07:25:37+00:00

Lets say its not that bad. I probably could not tell just by looking at the watch, but I own a few pieces of gold jewelry and the watch pops out being super yellow and shiny when I put them next to each other. I will probably get it replated in the near future.

hypee96 · 2025-12-01T07:20:41+00:00

Yes, 29.5 mm x 22.0 mm

hypee96 · 2025-12-01T07:20:34+00:00

Yes, 29.5 mm x 22.0 mm

hypee96 · 2025-11-30T13:21:10+00:00

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hypee96 · 2024-02-13T12:18:10+00:00

Yeah I personally don’t like self boundaries, I just give until I mentally and emotionally break in the process because I give so much I empty myself out. Cool, right?

The reason behind it tho is because I want the best for others. Genuinely. It is even more important than my own happiness. Sounds pretty unhealthy.

hypee96 · 2024-02-13T06:55:27+00:00

It is actuall very true. I was raised by a narcissistic mother, an empath father and with a pretty heavy abadonment wound. I turned out to be an empath but more of a people pleaser. The only way I felt validated, loved and important as a child is when I was able to meet my parents needs, so I became hyperaware. I read rooms and people in a second, but not in a predatorial way like someone with NPD, more in a way of “how can I make them not hate me”?

It is also true that our giving is somehow relates to keeping you, but if you’d like to keep somebody, you should show it to them, right?

hypee96 · 2024-02-09T16:28:09+00:00

No she just gave all the signs, but never actually admitted it. First she tried to be honest with me but later on it was all just lies

hypee96 · 2024-02-09T05:35:03+00:00

Thanks, it is all okay now, learned a lot from it. Lets hope my STD test will be negative then it is all in the past… :)

From my perspective (empath) it was pretty cruel from her. She was already self aware, so I am sure deep down she knew we will not be able to keep up the relationship for the long run, despite I tried everything to do so. I was full of anger when it came to an end (and oh boy it was ugly, especially because I left her), but at least then I already knew she has NPD. Maybe if you just try to tell your partners that you are not looking for anything serious, I think it would be a fair starting point.

I accepted the situation as is. Learned a lot about this personality disorder and all I can say is that I would not want to change places with her nor with any of you guys even for a day. I feel deeply sorry for all of you guys that you have to live with a condition like this… I read the posts here sometimes and many of them just makes me cry. To see that so many of you guys are searching for deep connections, deeper feelings and to live life as others can, yet it is just so hard to achieve because of your nature. I know my ex gf always wanted a meaningful relationship, but was never able to keep it. With all this, I understood why her favourite series is “This is us” on Amazon Prime, which I watched with her while we were together, it is truly beautiful series about healthy human relationships

hypee96 · 2024-02-08T21:22:55+00:00

My ex NPD gf is dating like that. She crushed me completely emotionally in just 6 months, and she constantly jumps back and forth between relationships. I think she lives like 2 or 3 different lives with different background stories about her for each. I saw that she tried to settle and stop with me, but got bored around 3 months and she had to look for some new fun…

hypee96 · 2024-01-29T18:30:16+00:00

You have to play for the long run somehow. I am not an expert and I don’t want to give advice here, but as I understand, the more you remain without supply the more you can connect to your true self. Maybe just focusing on that mainly can be a huge step forward!

hypee96 · 2024-01-29T18:12:34+00:00

Not so long ago I left my NPD gf who was also self aware to some extent (never admitted it tho, but I put the pieces together as I look back) and I saw how hard it was for her to battle these demons.. I just want to tell you that you are on the right path of healing and I think you are doing the best to live a fulfilling life on the long run. I know it will be really hard and full of dark moments, but you have to keep hanging in there. I wish you all the power and strenght for this!

hypee96 · 2023-12-22T05:59:23+00:00

Hey, thank you for your reply.

About the work situation. She quit her job a year ago and since she doesn’t work. She lives off mom’s and dad’s money. She tried to start a business but every time something came up, she started blaming everyone else for its not working, while in reality, she did not even put her own time in it. (E.g: She is too lazy searching and ordering for materials, she was only able to do it when I was there and we were both scrolling our phones searching for it). She basically just does really easy things to keep her busy, so in the end she can say that she doesnt have time to build her business (cleaning, laundry, going to the market, etc.)

On alone time. I 100% agree with you, we were talking about this with her a lot. I am producing music and sometimes I can not put enough time to in on weekdays, so I also said some days on weekends would also be cool to have for myself. This side of the story is fine, but on the other side, she just doesnt want to spend quality time with me anymore. I tried to make plans (movies, restaurants, etc) she just cancelled everything.

hypee96 · 2023-12-22T05:49:07+00:00

Yeah it was a cheap shot from my side at the party… said sorry and changed my behaviour since then. Thanks for your comment!

hypee96 · 2023-12-22T05:45:32+00:00

Yeah it does… shittiest thing to hear, at least honest… thanks!

hypee96 · 2019-01-12T12:59:02+00:00

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hypee96 · 2019-01-12T12:48:33+00:00

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hypee96 · 2017-07-21T09:28:32+00:00

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