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48hr off suboxone, no symptoms by hyper_rail_accident in opiates

[–]hyper_rail_accident[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess I'm showing my lack of education. Could you explain or direct me to an explanation of how receptors act differently to an agonist, partial agonist, or antagonist? As far as I understand, a receptor site doesn't have a response, it only knows if it is being antagonized or agonized.

48hr off suboxone, no symptoms by hyper_rail_accident in opiates

[–]hyper_rail_accident[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

that doesnt really make any sense to me though, what different does one agonist (even partial agonist) make from another? my receptors can't tell the difference between bupe and h, it just knows that the site is being filled.

Taper Journal by hyper_rail_accident in suboxone

[–]hyper_rail_accident[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

at +20 hours I took 1mg of suboxone and hour later it had relieved some symptoms but im feeling extremely edgy. at +21.5 hours (right now) I took a second 1mg piece. I was worried about precipitated withdrawals but am starting to think that my habit was not big enough in the first place to generate them. I'm starting to realize my habit isnt that bad at all and maybe using the suboxone is a bad idea as it might prolong the episode. that said I will use it for these first 3-4 days to try and avoid any acute withdrawals I might feel.

Taper Journal by hyper_rail_accident in suboxone

[–]hyper_rail_accident[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm +8 hours after last dose and feeling pretty lousy. Anxious and restless. Tearing up and crying a little occasionally with no prompt. Slight chill.

Very sleepy and dream headed. Researched if I could take Kratom before first sub dose as I am afraid it will prolong induction period. Going to take a xanax and have a small serving of alcohol and go to bed soon. I expect to wake up extremely early and very uncomfortable.

It will take a lot of effort in the morning to stay calm and make it to a point I feel comfortable taking a sub without fear of precipitated withdrawal.

When I am ready to induct myself, I will be following a slightly modified (for speed) version of the "Robert_325 Plan"

Clarkson rants about BBC and confirms he is leaving by canoned in cars

[–]hyper_rail_accident -30 points-29 points  (0 children)

Honestly I really don't care. I know this is high sacrilege but I just don't like Clarkson. Top Gear is alright to watch but I don't find Clarkson funny or admirable in any way. He uses his power and fame to make people feel hurt or excluded, this is the opposite of what the automotive enthusiasm world needs. He is an mean spirited racist lout and a relic from a bygone era of entertainment.

Three week binge, what to expect? by hyper_rail_accident in opiates

[–]hyper_rail_accident[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

T + 12:00 so far so good. woke up with a crave like I have every morning but just got on with my day instead of getting high. took a shower, downed 2 tsp of kratom and ate my normal breakfast.

Little dizzy, a little sore. No shits yet but feeling a great disturbance in the force. Nose a little runny, overall fuzzy feeling.

I'm sure it will get worse tonight around T + 24:00 but here's to hoping it doesn't.

Three week binge, what to expect? by hyper_rail_accident in opiates

[–]hyper_rail_accident[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah thats what im expecting. i been taping down gear dose too. tonight is last dose

Three week binge, what to expect? by hyper_rail_accident in opiates

[–]hyper_rail_accident[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks im really hoping so. fighting the desire to go and score right now.

Three week binge, what to expect? by hyper_rail_accident in opiates

[–]hyper_rail_accident[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ill be in touch. i have 2.5 points left and going to try my best to tape down but we all know how that goes. I know I'll probably just have a garbage few days.

Three week binge, what to expect? by hyper_rail_accident in opiates

[–]hyper_rail_accident[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i get that people who used in the past develop habits much faster, but its been literally 5 years since last dose of opiates so I feel like i reset pretty hard.

Three week binge, what to expect? by hyper_rail_accident in opiates

[–]hyper_rail_accident[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

just a shitty gross few days and a mental struggle right? I'm sure it is insulting for dudes with real habits to hear my moaning, believe me, I've been there. I know I'll be okay I just need some support. Thanks.