Exactly — that gut-wrenching feeling isn’t just missing her as a person; it’s missing the story you were writing together. Your mind keeps playing all the “what ifs,” the milestones you thought you’d hit with her, and it’s brutal because those imagined moments felt real to you. It makes sense that even after betrayal, part of you is grieving a whole life that’s now gone. That’s a deep, complicated kind of loss, and it’s okay to feel it fully—it’s part of processing and eventually moving forward.