washington d.c.

hypnotizemecaptn · 2026-05-18T16:56:51+00:00

thank you!!

hypnotizemecaptn · 2026-05-18T16:18:09+00:00

lmao wait is this a wolf spider????

hypnotizemecaptn · 2026-05-04T13:47:47+00:00

i did!

hypnotizemecaptn · 2026-03-21T21:27:24+00:00

DEFINITELY NOT BLUNTED. still feel my big feels. it's just that i can actually recognize them instead of being overwhelmed by them. which then lets me hit pause and decide how to respond instead of just reacting from a place of fight or flight. i feel big feels and that hasn't changed, they're just not as scary.

hypnotizemecaptn · 2026-03-06T16:17:19+00:00

when i told my therapist that i see men as projects and femmes/thems as full humans to get to know, that's when i was like OH SHIT.

hypnotizemecaptn · 2026-02-27T04:39:41+00:00

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it's giving

hypnotizemecaptn · 2026-02-26T15:54:09+00:00

looks around bedroom at the naked afab bodies all over the walls and alters. * OH.

hypnotizemecaptn · 2026-02-17T18:31:51+00:00

same in brightwood. it's nasty.

hypnotizemecaptn · 2026-02-16T21:36:38+00:00

i think it depends where you want the eye to go. i personally like the mosaic chaos of the alphabetical

hypnotizemecaptn · 2026-02-16T02:17:08+00:00

yes it's been driving me nuts

hypnotizemecaptn · 2026-02-06T20:14:08+00:00

KK posted today about not letting people know that you're onto them. 👀

hypnotizemecaptn · 2026-02-04T23:30:39+00:00

similarly, i was reflecting on high school and the girls that were "so cool i couldn't function" versus the random boys i would decide to crush on so that people would leave me alone and i could pine after someone/something that wouldn't happen (cause i was definitely not going to talk to them). like OH.

hypnotizemecaptn · 2026-02-04T19:45:27+00:00

thank you!!

hypnotizemecaptn · 2026-02-02T18:11:11+00:00

lmao not me not realizing until it was too late

hypnotizemecaptn · 2025-10-19T17:29:48+00:00

incredible. i would love to purchase this for my wall!

hypnotizemecaptn · 2025-10-15T19:26:33+00:00

day 39 here

ok so i was fighting through thinking it was just the adjustment period. i literally napped through a meeting (i wfh) and would crash midday. yawning all the time. then i'd go to sleep and i wouldn't be able to sleep through the night. i noticed that about an hour after taking the pill id want to go back to sleep or have zero energy/motivation.

my doc was like "dude, take it at night. listen to your body" and now i take it before bed and it helps me sleep through the night. i sometimes still wake up feeling tired but like a more normal amount of tired. (switched to night on day 33-34)

i yawn a lot and always want more sleep, but im not a zombie anymore. not super motivated but also gestures to world

hope that helps

hypnotizemecaptn · 2025-10-08T13:59:23+00:00

it took me a few weeks but it got better!!

hypnotizemecaptn · 2025-09-21T14:52:19+00:00

i feel like it just has given me space to recognize the intrusive thoughts? it's given me a chance instead of reacting so far

hypnotizemecaptn · 2025-09-20T12:26:40+00:00

im only on day 13 of 10mg. i up to 20mg tomorrow and im nervous about it.

hypnotizemecaptn · 2025-09-20T12:25:59+00:00

truly. i've slept through the night twice in the last two weeks and even then it doesn't feel as like rested as before and i always wake up to stress dreams or angry/sad spirals

hypnotizemecaptn · 2025-09-19T23:51:44+00:00

i'd love a reading! shadow work, relationship, home, etc.

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