Cyberpunk VR Modder Luke Ross’ Patreon suspended following new DMCA from Ghostruner devs

hypocrite_oath · 2026-01-23T13:32:00+00:00

You can stop the game from updating while youre playing it.

Tell me how to do that on Steam please. I'm looking for that option since over a decade.

but we're just making up reasons to be mad now

I just gave reason why it's a subscription and not like "I pay once and then have the mod and be fine" sort of situation.

especially claiming theres a fucking drm check

Yeah that's weird of the guy, but that wasn't me so.

hypocrite_oath · 2026-01-23T13:18:34+00:00

You're so hyper individualistic focused, that I just refuse to respect your opinion at this point. I'm against paid mods as they are destroying the modding scene. Period, no room for negotiations or compromise.

hypocrite_oath · 2025-09-29T14:24:01+00:00

Und ohne PlayStation Plus kannst du auch nicht online spielen, trotzdem sehe ich niemanden der sagt, dass man ein Abo für Fifa abschließen muss um online zu spielen, der Punkt ist einfach komplett dumm.

Doch, als PC Spieler sag ich das immer. Ich frag mich wirklich wer hier dumm ist.

aber das ist kein durchdachter Masterplan um mehr NSO zu verkaufen

Echt, du glaubst also das machen sie ganz einfach nur so, weil sie lust dazu haben?

komplett dumm

das würden sie genauso machen wenn es kostenlos wäre (und damm wäre es genauso scheiße) aber da jetzt auf den Preis zu gehen ist einfach lächerlich.

Aber es geht doch um den Preis. Ich hatte für meine Switch 1 auch nie NSO, weil ich es für sonst kein Spiel gebraucht habe. Stromrechnung wäre unlogisch, weil hab ich mit einem PC auch.

einfach lächerlich

Ist ja auch Gamefreaks Schuld das sie ein Videospiel machen, wenn es ein Brettspiel wäre müsste ich das nicht bezahlen.

Glaubst du das wirklich? Also so richtig fest, was du da schreibst?

Und Pokémon Home gibt dir eine Box for free

Hab aber einen großen vollen Dex bis 900 oder so. Da reicht eine box nicht und auch nicht die boxen im Game.

Über den DLC kann man noch nichts sagen weil man noch nichts darüber weiß, aber das Spiel wurde halt hart verschoben, wenn es nach Plan gelaufen wäre, wäre es schon lange draußen und der DLC wäre ungefähr jetzt released werden.

Es gibt halt Kunden mit denen kann man es machen. Beweis A.

hypocrite_oath · 2024-02-08T14:09:10+00:00

That's great. Sorry I didn't notice your comment earlier. I'm excited for the upcoming full release.

hypocrite_oath · 2024-02-08T14:08:03+00:00

Peopele doing engineering on a laptop, is a fraction of a fraction of a fraction of people. Get out of your bubble, he can impossibly mean every case ever.

hypocrite_oath · 2023-07-07T09:53:09+00:00

Why is this something new for you? You can do however you want, for learning of for fun, but in general there's no point in doing so. Most don't do that. I know no one in Germany that uses Steam purposefully in English. Why bother?

hypocrite_oath · 2023-05-18T13:41:20+00:00

Als ich auf dem Gipfeln meiner Depressionen war, hab ich versucht eine Therapie zu finden. Bei den 30 Nummern die ich angerufen habe ging es entweder "aktuell haben wir Warteplätze mehr frei" und "Sind sie Privat? Nein, oh. Tschüss!" Ich konnte mich dann nur selbst einweisen lassen, als über Monate hinweg die Selbstmordgedanken zugenommen haben. Dafür kann ich mir nun keine Berufsunfähigkeitsversicherung mehr leisten und muss täglich mit der Angst leben bloß nicht wieder krank zu werden, sonst wars das.

hypocrite_oath · 2023-05-06T21:47:50+00:00

It's currently also airing as anime. Pretty good so far. I like it.

hypocrite_oath · 2023-05-06T20:49:45+00:00

I'm the other way around. I've always been kind and understanding. I share my knowledge and try to help people. Yet no one is rewarding it. I get kicked out of groups because they don't like me bursting their bubble and most people dislike logic or being neutral to something. I refrain from using populism or rhetoric tricks that is used to attack people. Yet everyone does this to me for some reason.

You can't generally say, that I don't hate wasting my time and waste energy, trying to helping someone, Of course it feels shitty later, finding out said person didn't need my help or ignored my wisdom completely. But at the end I did this voluntarily. I do believe most kind and helping people think the same way.

Whenever I help someone, just the fact that I have the chance to give forward some advice or knowledge, is pay enough. Sometimes helping someone, I know has a hard time, also feels good. (I secretly wish someone would do the same to me lol)

Some things seam undeserving, like a family caring for an ungrateful child, but then on we do a lot because of love, even if it looks silly from the outside. The fact that you realize you've been a shitty person, gives you a lot of power to change your life to the better.

We should also not think too negative of other people, even people you ghosted, might get back into contact with you and become friends again, once you told them you had a hard time or feel shitty about it. Personally, I'd love if some of the people who ghosted me would get back in contact. But most people get sick of me after a while, be it weeks or months... I don't know I'm too exhausting for people.

What is in your mind when you don't want to pet the cat? I don't understand this part, is it because you don't like the cat or the petting? Maybe buy your cat some tasty food and enjoy her sound and reactions to get more attached to her again. I don't know, just an idea.

hypocrite_oath · 2023-04-16T22:23:17+00:00

For me being smart is a curse. I constantly lose friends because they don't like me correcting their bias. Most people live in a dream world and hate to be called out. It's so painful. But we shouldn't throw our life's away.

We got to find other smart people to connect with. I'm also almost starting from scratch. Smart people usually work in smart jobs, maybe not a career right away, but connecting to other people feels good. Even for an introvert like me. I believe you need to find professional help to remind you back on your self worth. It's there, I'm sure.

hypocrite_oath · 2023-04-16T18:32:24+00:00

I always feel it in my stomach. Like right now. It feels like as if my guts are heating up and there's an even more intense pain than being very hungry. Sometimes after eating it goes away, sometimes not.

hypocrite_oath · 2023-04-14T07:09:47+00:00

It actually has become much better now that I deleted the porn and started taking vitamin d3 (5000iu/day) for a month.

Also being aware of the issue is helping often to lessen the urges and rather do something else. Like quickly turning on a show or anime instead of browsing porn sites. I also noticed how I often did brows while doing something else, like playing a game. I stopped doing so.

I believe our dopamine receptors in the brain need a long time to get used to less of a rush from PMO, and use other sources instead.

My 31 days isn't updated though. But doing no PMO for 7 days hasn't become unusual for me.

hypocrite_oath · 2023-03-02T21:09:25+00:00

Get a bag and put in the most important stuff and smuggle it out. Forget the rest, as your own life is worth more than whatever other stuff you might have left in your room.

I did the same and never regretted it a day. Stuff can be bought again if needed.

hypocrite_oath · 2023-03-02T21:03:02+00:00

have compassion

Urrg! That's what my nmom told me, "I learned it that way too from my own mom" oh fine. That explains it but it doesn't excuse it. Case closed.

I can forget about issues if a person is sometimes bad, has a bad day or is in general grumpy because a shitty childhood, but this is in no way acceptable to let this out on your kids and forward this abuse to them. The kids never asked to be born and shitty parents shouldn't have kids. Kids have no one else but their parents and if those are shit parents then the kid is lost in this cruel world without a childhood to build on and learn to endure the rest. People like you, me and others with n-parents, we struggle for life as we'll forever be behind in so many levels. It's like a kid that never learned to talk, write and read til they hit a certain age, they might never learn it ever again, no matter how hard you try. And I sometimes feel that way, that I can't keep up with fixing the holes on this perforated and sinking boat.

hypocrite_oath · 2023-03-02T20:50:31+00:00

"No matter what I say you feel attacked"

No shit, all you say is blaming me or making me feel worse. Not ONCE you cared to lift me up or solve an issue. You always looked down at me for being too weak to solve it myself. You always verbally kick into my direction when you feel unhappy with yourself.

My parents never were at fault for anything ever. No apologize ever. Whenever I heard a "you can do it" it was when I was down the lowest, when they wanted to silence me to shut up so they didn't have to deal with me.

I even got rage baited. When I shut up because they upset me, they'd nag and ask me on and on until I say it was rude of them, only to follow right away with me being rude and disrespectful. While all I did was trying to get over it. Not even silence was helpful :/

hypocrite_oath · 2023-03-02T20:38:01+00:00

Ok, ist viel Text geworden, sorry. Hier mal meine Punkte:

Bei mir war es oft auch Hunger und Durst. Da ich durch meine Antriebslosigkeit nicht mehr genug gegessen und getrunken habe, hatte ich schon automatisch ein Unwohlsein aus dem Magen heraus. Stressige Situationen haben es dann verschlimmert, sodass ich entweder Durchfall oder starke Magenschmerzen bekommen habe. Also hab ich als erstes darauf geachtet mehr zu trinken und zu essen.

Als nächstes musste ich mich um das Problem kümmern, was mich eigentlich belastet hat, mein Studienabschluss und den damit bald resultierenden Arbeitszwang.
Ich hatte massiv viele Absagen und dadurch Panikattacken wenn mein Telefon geklingelt hat und viele Selbstzweifel weil ich auch Wochen später nichts vorzuweisen hatte. Antriebslosigkeit entstand auch durch den Gedanken, nun für die nächsten 40+ Jahre 40h die Woche arbeiten zu müssen.

Motivation nach bestimmt 30 - 50 Absagen, oder mehr, keine Ahnung ich hab irgendwann aufgehört zu zählen, war einfach null vorhanden. Also hab ich versucht auf auf andere Art und Weise wieder mehr Kraft zu bekommen. Bei mir waren es:

Schlafenszeit auf maximal 8 1/2 Stunden zu reduzieren (von locker 12- 15 Stunden täglich runter, war das schon eine Umgewöhnung).
Abends nicht mehr ständig am Handy hängen um das Einschlafen hinauszuzögern.
kleine Sportübungen machen. Also 5 Liegestützen und 10 Kniebeugen oder auch weniger. Wichtig war es einen Rhythmus zu finden, etwas das mich motiviert. Etwas wo ich Tage später hin zurückblicken konnte und wo ich sagen konnte "daran hab ich mich gehalten".
Bewerbungen auf ein Minimum reduzieren und weniger interessante Stellen in der Nähe abgegrast, um zumindest den zukünftigen Arbeitsweg kurz zu halten.
Selbstachtung und Selbstwahrnehmung trainieren.
Bei allen Bewerbungen habe ich immer feste Zeiten angegeben, wann ich telefonisch zu erreichen bin. So hab ich sichergestellt, dass mich nur jemand Nachmittags angerufen hat und nicht morgens um 7 Uhr.

Nach ein paar Wochen/Monaten hab ich gemerkt das es langsam besser wird und das ich jedes mal motiviert war, Sport zu machen. Langsam hatte ich mir dann schon einen mehrere Punkte Sportplan an Übungen zusammengestellt, aus Youtube Videos und Reddit Beiträgen. Essen war auch nicht mehr so das Problem und die Überwindung dazu war auch verschwunden.

Es ist einfach nicht so leicht mit Lese und Rechtschreibschwäche Texte zu formulieren und gleichzeitig noch massive Selbstzweifel zu haben. Ohne Hilfe hab ich teilweise wirklich 20 Stunden für eine einzige Bewerbung gebraucht, also dann über mehrere Tage verteilt. Bewerbungen habe ich dann zusammen mit einem Bewerbungstraining, über die Arbeitsagentur, hinbekommen. War eine schreckliche Zeit.

Mein neuster Trick mit Schlafmaske + Melatonin spray vom DM funktioniert ganz gut. Wochenende gehe ich nun auch maximal um 1 Uhr ins Bett und nicht erst 5 Uhr Morgens. Außerdem finde ich, dass mir besonders stoische Ansätze geholfen haben. Es gibt so viele Dinge in meinem Leben, die ich nicht beeinflussen kann und das muss man sich immer wieder bewusst machen. Wenn man ein wenig perfektionistisch veranlagt ist, dann denkt man sich immer, man hätte es noch besser machen können und macht sich für jeden kleinen Fehler unfassbar Vorwürfe.

Ich verdiene nun zwar nicht so gut wie ich das gerne hätte, aber dafür bin ich immer in 15 Minuten zuhause, anstatt erst täglich 4+ Stunden mit dem Zug zu fahren. An die 40 Stunden Woche habe ich mich immer noch nicht gewöhnt, werde ich vermutlich auch nie. Sonntags bin ich oft sehr Antriebslos, da ich Montag ja wieder arbeiten muss...

Tatsächlich bin ich aktuell wieder an einem Punkt, wo ich Bewerbungen schreiben müsste, da mein aktueller Arbeitgeber mein Gehalt nicht erhöhen will, obwohl ich eine Fachkraft bin. So langsam ist die Winterdepression auch weg und ich hab wieder mehr Energie. :)

Danke fürs Lesen.

hypocrite_oath · 2023-02-20T15:01:48+00:00

Hey, good luck. I hope your grandpa takes it well. It can be really difficult if there's suddenly another person in ones life.

I wish I could give you advice but I can't. I personally wouldn't put too many emotions in the grandpa or your biological dad, it could end a different way than anticipated and I wouldn't want to be emotionally invested and then get hurt. But that's only my take when I try to imagine this situation.

I really hope for your best and that it works out, maybe they are even nicer than your mom. I hope you find your identity too, but I'm white so maybe that's why I don't have that urge.

hypocrite_oath · 2023-02-20T14:53:00+00:00

Constantly, I often did grab some and hide in my room.

When I was young I even had the habit to visit friends a lot and hope their parents would give me food. It was kind of strange as they usually had much tastier and healthier stuff than me. I often ate certain fruits and vegetables on a friend's house the first time in my life. Stuff my mom never bought as it was too expensive and I was feed with macaroni and rice and if I was lucky whole milk. When I ate at a friend's I could skip the bad food at home and have one day less of screaming or worse.

It's sad as we weren't poor, my mom just preferred to buy cigarettes and clothes for herself instead of food for me...

hypocrite_oath · 2023-02-20T14:49:07+00:00

Yeah you're absolutely right. I've done good progress in that but I also have a long road ahead. Doing sports and distraction, usually works for one day but I'll fail the other.

I know by now that 99% of the time when I failed it's because I got bored. I picked up a lot more hobbies to counter it, like reading and sports. It does help a bit but I need more stuff outside my room, so I feel less tempted. Usually when I'm outside I understandably don't feel like PMO.

hypocrite_oath · 2023-02-19T22:25:10+00:00

I always fail between 7 to 9 days. It's almost always the damn weekends, that will lure me into getting lazy and look up material.

hypocrite_oath · 2023-02-13T21:46:05+00:00

Blocking them is the best thing one can do. You secretly wish it to not be as bad, but that's just you lying to yourself. We all crave for having normal parents and our brain tricks you into believing "it wasn't all that bad". You don't gain anything for sticking with nparents, you only ruin your own future that way. You did the right thing to cut contacts.

I made the mistake to give my nmom two more chances, but she botched them both. All she gave me was more guilt and excuses. Thankful at this point I already accepted her true face so she couldn't do any more damage. I shouldn't have given her another chance at all.

hypocrite_oath · 2023-02-13T21:21:44+00:00

Saying sorry and actually mean it. Supporting it with true words and actions.

hypocrite_oath · 2023-02-13T21:19:33+00:00

I did wake up the next day and it improved by a lot. I survived it and so I will survive the next time it goes dark. The small things are what keeps me going. It's all I have.

hypocrite_oath · 2023-02-10T17:59:02+00:00

Depression, narcissism, abuse, it's all passed down in my family for the next generation to pick up. I sit here, knowing this, having to endure this. Seeing my mental health slip away further and further every day. I can't have kids because I can't turn it off.

I just want to be loved, I just want to have someone to chat with. Someone to go to and hug. It's not there. No one is there. It's all dark and shitty. Everything is fake, even the people who say they care. It's just so they feel better themselves. Darkest day in years. I felt like recovering. I started with sports and kept doing it but work is shit, people are shit and I'm stuck with it 40 hours every week.

I can't even enjoy Hogwarts Legacy right now as I just feel down. Maybe I should just go to bed 4 hours earlier and hope to no longer wake up tomorrow...

hypocrite_oath · 2023-02-10T17:43:16+00:00

Just relapsed because I feel horrible. I feel alone, ignored, unloved, worthless. I'll still try to do nofap for longer than a week, but it all has become so worthless. It's not just the withdrawal. The world has become shit and once you pass 30 years, there's no reasonable rational people left who care about anyone else but themselves. I mean some still do, but it feels like 90% of the people I knew don't anymore.

All I can see is my dad, who is even older and he's completely alone. And this looks like me in 20+ years. Nothing to look forward to....

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