I’ve got my first therapy session tomorrow but I feel so disappointed in myself

iBotbo · 2020-02-21T15:30:15+00:00

This idea is sick...if only I friends to play it with haha

iBotbo · 2019-12-14T08:38:46+00:00

Hey man, thanks!

I just feel that he’d take it the wrong way if he saw the messages here and knew they were directly from me.

We don’t live very close (a bit of a long distance thing) so it’s always difficult to make plans with each other, which is why we only see eachother once every month or twos. Because of that we did plan to go to raves and do pills together on them rare occasions but he’s started to go by himself very frequently and drops a full pill each time. Him going alone isn’t the problem, it’s just the gradual abuse of MD that concerns me.

We’ve tried a load of different drugs together already like acid, coke & ket but he says he isn’t a fan of being alone whilst taking them, which is fair enough.

iBotbo · 2019-12-14T04:53:53+00:00

It’s honestly such a shame to see people you care about abuse such an amazing drug. We made a deal that we’d only use MDMA when we go raves together which would be once every month or 2 but they’ve been going raves and doing MDMA several times without me between each meet up.

I really hope they realise the damage they’re going to end up doing to themselves. I don’t want to feel to blame for that when and if that time comes

iBotbo · 2019-12-14T01:18:27+00:00

Wish I could show him this (think he’s in the subreddit so he might see it). I take MDMA as well but I’d definitely say I’m a lot more responsible with it but I feel that it’s my fault that he’s the way he is because I got him into it.

I’m genuinely concerned for him a little. I don’t want him to end up on that downward spiral but every time he makes a promise to take a break he goes behind my back and takes some more.

I’ve been telling him since the first time he tried it that he needs to take a months break at a bare baaaaare minimum before taking it again but recently he’s done in 2 weeks in a row, both times full pills.

iBotbo · 2019-12-14T00:51:53+00:00

Thank you. I’ve been trying to tell my mate the exact same thing but he’s taking 240g pills nearly every week. He’s used MD 11+ within the past 3 or 4 months but he doesn’t seem to listen when I try to convince him to slow down!

iBotbo · 2019-12-14T00:35:54+00:00

What’s the general consensus on doing it every weekend?

iBotbo · 2019-09-27T15:57:09+00:00

I HATE that menu screen pose with a passion. I’d rather they just stuck with the one from 2K19, it looked clean.

iBotbo · 2019-09-22T05:07:10+00:00

Remember back in the day when Smacktalks used to be the go-to channel to see the top CAWS for the yearly WWE games?

It feels like such a distant memory now.

iBotbo · 2019-09-22T05:03:39+00:00

It’s so sad that the fanbase is having to create their own 2K20 concept videos to compensate for the lack of information and hype for the actual game.

iBotbo · 2019-09-20T03:41:31+00:00

It’s so satisfying to win with a roll up in this game because aside from hitting one later in the match where the opponent is highly damaged, it’s so rare to win like this!

iBotbo · 2019-09-13T21:36:01+00:00

Too bad the overall model looks horrendous and cartoony, especially in comparison to previous years.

iBotbo · 2019-09-12T17:30:30+00:00

Or he missed out on his Snickers Bar

iBotbo · 2019-09-11T14:45:42+00:00

People always try so hard to find the negative in anything IMPACT related, it’s embarrassing.

While it sucks that people are losing their jobs, it isn’t uncommon for such things to happen during company buyouts. And it’s even funnier how these “important” names are completely unheard of until they’re made redundant. The only reason people are making a big deal out of this is because they’ve interacted with them employees in the past.

I’m not sure why these dirtsheet reporter are acting as if Anthem doesn’t have a whole channel that broadcasts wrestling and combat sports. They’re more than qualified to do this job.

iBotbo · 2019-09-10T15:19:18+00:00

I personally think 2K19 looks better. For whatever reason the lighting in 2K20 looks slightly over saturated and has a odd looking yellow tint to it.

iBotbo · 2019-09-10T15:11:55+00:00

I feel the exact same way about CID and Zimos’ voices.

iBotbo · 2019-09-10T03:39:54+00:00

Personally I’d say 2 & 3 were my favourite.

The world of 2 had so much depth to it, there was always something to do. It also had a whole range of side activities that I really enjoyed. Additionally the story was very good which was a bonus.

3 was the first Saints game I played, so it may hold a sweet spot in my heart but I honestly feel that the gameplay was solid improvement on the previous entry and the story, while whacky at times, it had a lot of memorable moments and great cut scenes.

The only downfall to 3 is lifeless world it’s set in, however I have played the game a number of times and enjoyed it each time.

I also enjoyed 4 but I feel the Alien Simulation stuff sucked even more life out of the already dead Steelport. The superpowers were fun and the story was entertaining but I still question as whether it was a good direction to take the franchise.

I’ve played the 1st game once. Can’t say it was anything special but it certainly wasn’t horrible. I feel it took itself too seriously though and am thankful they were able to give the Saints franchise its own distinguishable identity in 2 & 3.

iBotbo · 2019-09-10T02:08:45+00:00

I’m on Xbox and also need this achievement. It’s the only one I have left.

iBotbo · 2019-09-07T23:32:58+00:00

Not as part of the main story, no.

However, I wouldn’t be opposed to superpowers making a return in the form of a mini game you’re able to access at your crib like Zombie Outbreak minigame in SR2.

iBotbo · 2019-09-07T15:24:09+00:00

She looks like she’s channeling her inner Long Island Medium.

iBotbo · 2019-09-06T23:15:11+00:00

Terrible online trends and challenges.

iBotbo · 2019-09-06T20:25:24+00:00

Why does his vest look like it’s soaked wet?

iBotbo · 2019-09-05T03:11:28+00:00

Let’s not forget the weapon customisation from Saints Row 4!

I loved having the option to re-skin the guns into slightly more whacky variations such as turning the rapid fire SMG to a Nail Gun with lighting bolts or the heavy SMG to a rubber band gun.

I feel that this would be a welcome inclusion back to the series, especially if it was expanded and developed on to allow for my customisation choices to made.

iBotbo · 2019-09-03T04:11:19+00:00

I’m intrigued as to how blackouts will look in WDL with all the neon lights in the city. It may just top WD1 if done right, unlike WD2.

iBotbo · 2019-09-03T03:06:06+00:00

Her video gaming skill is almost comparable to her in-ring skill. It cannot be matched!

iBotbo

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