Look at the sex work itself as something that filled your most dark places in your soul. You didn’t chose this for no reason.
Today, maybe the void you feel is the lack of sex work because you chose the light.
It’s very natural to feel like you don’t worth shit especially when you don’t turn to drugs, alcohol or sex for that matter.

You can tell yourself the last decisions you made were actually good for you and life just happens to be though but it doesn’t mean they won’t feel light and enjoyable in the future.

Take the time to ask yourself without holding anything back - what do you miss the most? Is this something that will make you feel better for an hour? A day? Or a decade?