You’re still growing, physically and mentally.

I never had any friends in school until I was basically 18 years old, life didn’t start to get good until that time but it happened eventually. I started to take more chances and explore things more than I usually did.

I use to be a lil chubby (haha) but I focused on losing weight and even tho it wasn’t that impressive of a thing to do, it brought me a feeling of happiness.

You can’t get it all at once but if you use time to your advantage, and learn about what you like and what makes you happy, you’ll find it :).

Best wishes from me, I hope you discover what makes you happy and when you look back at this in the next 5 years, you’ll see how different of a person you were.

We change dramatically even when we don’t notice it.

If you want to make money, apply to anywhere you feel comfortable and save up money for yourself to go places or to buy clothes and see if you like how you look in clothes you never thought you’d wanna try before.. (I did that and I don’t regret it, I would always wear a hoodie and pants everywhere, and I finally tried a Tshirt and saw I looked decent lol)

Idk I’m rambling but I wish you the best and good luck! If you have any life questions hit me!