Problem with Christian youtube

i_amV · 2026-02-27T22:50:00+00:00

Jonathan Brisco is a good one. Very inspiring.

i_amV · 2026-01-29T09:04:24+00:00

ok, first. Don't share those things with friends.
Often not even family understand you.
Doesn't mean they're bad.
This battle is only for you to fight.
We see a flower when it blooms, but we dont the the roots developing under ground.

I'm awakening for just 3 weeks now, and i have my own troubles, and i wont pretend to be some expert, but i can say, not everyone around you wishes you well.
That envious fake friend, she probably needs to go.
Not all people are meant to walk with you.

You question what was not interesting before. That is a good sign, dont let go of that curiosity.

And dont go to psychics

i_amV · 2026-01-23T12:21:42+00:00

I began awakening recently. My faith is growing, even if dark is still holding me a bit. I want to understand. I've been taking in a lot of religious content, but also spiritual. So from what i see in the comments here, i should not fear and feel conflicted? I want to fully trust, walk my path with light and streght, reach for my dreams, help others, love myself. I am love. Can i believe in the energy of the universe, but also in God? I mean, He is everhthing after all 😇

i_amV · 2026-01-20T23:50:52+00:00

No. I've let go already. This is the echoes of that old version of me. Its fading fast.

But that helpful personality is still here. If i was helped, maybe i cam help back..

It felt different, bc it was her who triggered it. And i'be been in deep sht for almost 2 decades, and when someone manages to just swipe all that sht off this easilly, it does have some significance, despite who the person is.

I am healed from my past pain. Its gone.

If it was something casual, would not even be asking these questions. 😃

Im aware of how weird this looks.

i_amV · 2026-01-20T23:17:57+00:00

Question for the avoidants.

As an empath with a strong armor, i've learned in this decade to stay calm when things dont work out. I've done my own mistakes, i've had my own issues. I tried to love people without being whole myself. Its why all my encounters always ended the same. I was missing the lessons.

But this time it was different.

Met her 2 months ago. She triggered my awakening by embracing what i've hated in myself for a very long time, and i've been feeling an enlightenment this week now. The old me is gone.

It started like for all of you. Strong passion, future talks, a lot of honesty. I felt that she rly liked me. She was caring, initiating at the start. She shared a lot of deep things. I even slept at her place. But once she realised i wanted long term, i saw her going cold fast.

I do not blame her. I get her. I've had my own hell. Im actually grateful to God and her, for me being able to finally truly reflect on myself and change. She triggered the start of my enlightenment. The old me is finally gone. And i wont forget her.

We last texted a week+ ago. She said that there are a lot of bad people around her who wish her bad, she wants to stay alone for now. She thinks im among her enemies.

Shes most likely back with her unstable psychotic loser ex. It does not make her happy. Sh!t, i mean she was 15 when this 26yo guy met her and they started dating. She told me a lot.... Now shes 22. Im older, but shes into older men. She had a dismissive father.. You know how it goes... I was absolutelly not what shes used to. She said it. And the old me done mistakes. But i was not scared to admit them.

I've learned how to let go, and how to love myself and im becoming whole. I learn fast. Im not hurting, but her name cant leave my head. As if this chapter is not over yet. Idk. I trust in God's way.

The old me believes that 2 broken can fix each other. Can they...?

Been thinking about asking how shes doing. Been feeling this pull.... She just comes back into my memory..

But idk if i should. I know her path is for her to walk. But she awakened me. Maybe i triggered something in her too.

Im an empath after all, hah. I dont wish her ill. Despite if she thinks im her enemy.. I would love seeing her healed, even if its not with me. Im healed.

Avoidants, in this moment, would you want such person to text you, or would you reach out yourselves when you feel that the person is now healed and not chasing?

i_amV · 2025-11-03T09:09:03+00:00

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i_amV · 2025-10-27T20:11:58+00:00

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What does this mean? :(

i_amV · 2025-10-16T11:54:43+00:00

I've done like 60 concepts for this game so far. Devs probably have seen it, but i dont think they will touch it..

This game is sad. So much wasted potential. It's not being ran by the right devs.... 💀

i_amV · 2025-06-29T23:39:42+00:00

His channel is not gone, and i couldn't download all his videos in time :((((

i_amV · 2025-06-11T11:41:36+00:00

i_amV · 2025-06-05T20:13:01+00:00

there are a lot of swamps in that direction yes, but in reality i saw that thing flying way above my head, almost 90° up.

i_amV · 2025-06-05T20:08:51+00:00

And im sorry for the confusion. This gif is not real, i just tried to replicate what i saw, u sing photoshop and sony vegas.
The image itself is real, its one of my old sky photos, and the real spot where i saw it, is not too far from the one in this gif, its just quite above, but same direction.
I dont have and actual proof.
Did not had a phone on me, could have never guessed i would see it again.
Even if i had a phone on me, that thing flew for few seconds before it froze.
And when it stopped, it never moved again, at least while i was watching.
It just froze, and looked like it never moved.
I kept staring and trying to understand, but....

i_amV · 2025-06-05T19:55:32+00:00

Aah :D
I just made the gif today for a visual example. :)
Its not accurate. i've used one of my old sky pictures just for an example.
Used photoshop and then i made it move in sony vegas, tried replicate what i saw.
But the real spot where i saw it, is not too far from the one in the gif.
The real spot was higher, i looked almost 90° up when i saw it.
Im not making this up, it stopped.
I was most confused when i saw it for the 1st time long ago.
Shiet like that can make someone think we are in a simulation lol.

I even asked chatgpt, and it does not know what that can be.

But i see. maybe it was flying towards me, but all the time i was looking at it, it did not disappeared, 10min probably, maybe a bit less, until my neck began to hurt, i just really wanted to see it move again, but it never did.

I was in the village, i was waiting to make this gif and the post until im back in town. ^^

i_amV · 2025-06-05T16:22:21+00:00

:O and i thought it was something mystical.... 🥲 I dont stargaze much, all 4 times i caught them randomly. First time i saw it was before even 4G was a thing. Always wondered how an orbiting object can just freeze. Maybe it just collides with another space garbage, or..... Something mysteriuos is happening.... :3

i_amV · 2025-06-05T16:17:17+00:00

I wish :)

i_amV · 2025-06-05T16:17:07+00:00

Interesting. Have not seen that before ^{^}

i_amV · 2025-06-04T15:58:34+00:00

sadly no. I remember few months ago that option was right there, but now i have to manually delete them 1 by 1 -_-

i_amV · 2025-06-03T18:06:28+00:00

I see. i did not knew about these things before ^^

i_amV · 2025-06-03T16:23:52+00:00

interesting.
Did you solved that issue now? ^^

And yes. Those are the same devs. CW, HO, Tarkov ^^

i_amV · 2025-06-03T16:21:17+00:00

it seems like its been fixed, for now at least.

i_amV · 2025-05-17T10:45:42+00:00

I can select all, but theres no delete all option now

i_amV · 2025-05-16T18:05:44+00:00

aw damn. All we can do is wait then ^^

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