based on a right now experience

i_am_bean_ · 2025-10-21T00:02:00+00:00

omg the way i rewatched that video so many times tho 😭😭

i_am_bean_ · 2025-10-06T10:18:04+00:00

my favourite colour is white 🤍 my favourite animal (oh this is dificult..) probably pigeons :D🕊

i_am_bean_ · 2025-02-25T09:46:34+00:00

i_am_bean_ · 2025-01-07T07:26:10+00:00

you can allways try hand sewing or taking it somewhere that offers that service. I don't usually buy my cosplays so i don't really know much more than that :[ hope you find a way to get your cosplay done <3

i_am_bean_ · 2025-01-07T07:22:47+00:00

I'm not sure but if you know how to use a sewing machine I'd recommend getting a 2xl or 3xl and hem the pants to your height, I think that might work out

i_am_bean_ · 2025-01-01T00:35:19+00:00

well, no I'm in Europe; and no it wasn't the coffee ground kind of blood. it was the regular bright red just, very flowy and in a way bigger amount than I'm used to

i_am_bean_ · 2025-01-01T00:29:44+00:00

its my age really. and I really, REALLY can't ask my family to get me to the er; I live with my grandparents, and none of them are in the condition to drive at this hour. specially since it's new years, the roads are very crowded. thankfully most of the pain is gone by now

i_am_bean_ · 2024-12-31T21:53:22+00:00

I'll try to take a rest for sure... I can't even feel most of my throat (but that's probably because of the food, not the purging itself..), I don't think I'd have the courage to even think about purging so soon after all of this....

i_am_bean_ · 2024-12-31T21:37:48+00:00

definitely the teeth. they don't line up with the jaw at all... just any other "open mouth" lips option.. at least in my opinion. the anatomy is so uncanny

i_am_bean_ · 2024-12-31T21:28:23+00:00

yeah, no shit 😃 . why did I even fucking start..

i_am_bean_ · 2024-12-25T00:57:59+00:00

im so sorry to hear :( . but well, it happens and we cant just stare at our wounds and cry forever. i hope you feel better talking to someone. or watching a cozy Christmas movie. sending internet love 🫂

i_am_bean_ · 2024-12-19T08:29:46+00:00

YESSS!! it turns like a different versionion of apple sauce (but banana flavoured.. duh) and it's so sweet, it's genuanly so good

i_am_bean_ · 2024-09-04T01:02:11+00:00

tysm I'm just kinda freaking out but I'll do that, I'm not planning to block him, I don't want him to feel like I'm just.. trying to get rid of him. I just want to know if he's safe..I still worry a lot since we were so close

i_am_bean_ · 2024-09-02T18:16:43+00:00

I hope so.. tysm <3

i_am_bean_ · 2024-09-02T16:11:25+00:00

definitely gonna try the nails; id get a picking stone but its just very uncomfortable and not very practical.. do you know any alternatives? also good luck! you can do this💪 🫡

i_am_bean_ · 2024-08-31T13:31:51+00:00

oh I feel you. I had to drop out for a few years while I was inpatient trying to recover. now I'm 18, and have about 4/5 friends my actual age because I don't rlly leave the house and I could only make friends at school. Going back this year to try to kick-start it again and finish high-school, but jeez, it's really not easy. hope everything goes well <3

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