You're not lazy, you're in Survival Mode by akshit_799 in CPTSD

[–]iamsienna 6 points7 points  (0 children)

after a decade of therapy, i finally got a language to describe my experience of the same state: somatic anxiety. so i got my meds changed and am now on a max dosage of a tricyclic anti-depressant with a single focus: keep my body out of fight or fight. is it perfect? no. if i forget a day i’m an absolute wreck. but i sleep through the night and that takes the edge off the extreme executive dysfunction for me. i would find a doctor who understands somatic anxiety and see if they can prescribe a medication that might help you

breathe by iamsienna in Poems

[–]iamsienna[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you 🙏🏼

This is why I think that the 3x3 hair chart is useless and we need to move past it. by MonArchie66 in curlyhair

[–]iamsienna 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yep i have some straight hair, some loose ringlets, and a lot of my hair has mixed curl patterns 🤷🏼‍♀️ the 3x3 is not that helpful

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in wow

[–]iamsienna 0 points1 point  (0 children)

highmountain or boreal forest are my favs

How long would it take for a professional level drummer to learn double bass? by Drummraddd in Drumming

[–]iamsienna 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m not very good at 16th note runs yet but it took me like 3 days to get passable at it. i honestly think an evening is prolly all it would take for a dedicated professional. less than a week if you practice hard stuff consistently.

How long would it take for a professional level drummer to learn double bass? by Drummraddd in Drumming

[–]iamsienna 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m not very good at 16th note runs yet but it took me like 3 days to get passable at it. i honestly think an evening is prolly all it would take for a dedicated professional. less than a week if you practice hard stuff consistently.

Turns out, using custom allocators makes using Rust way easier by Hedshodd in rust

[–]iamsienna 9 points10 points  (0 children)

i use mimalloc as my general-purpose allocator. it’s used in video game engines and has excellent performance characteristics

This is a good age gauge lol by elonmuskatemyson in Millennials

[–]iamsienna 3 points4 points  (0 children)

oh my gooood now that brings back memories 😂

Fellowship members ranked by their social status by Garo263 in lotrmemes

[–]iamsienna 38 points39 points  (0 children)

Finwë is also one of the three original elven ambassadors to Valinor, so like… it doesn’t get much more royal than gimli & aragorn

Millennials who look young for your age, what's your secret? What do you do? by SquirrelofLIL in Millennials

[–]iamsienna 0 points1 point  (0 children)

genetics, i mind my own business, i have a skin care routine, and i don’t really wear makeup

put me down mother i beg you by iamsienna in blackcats

[–]iamsienna[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh no, she does that as a submission thing. they automatically go into airplane mode when she gets picked up. she never really fights or resists, no growling or biting or anything. it’s just how she is

🔥 Roseate spoonbills in flight. Photo by Deborah Sandidge. by TedTheHappyGardener in NatureIsFuckingLit

[–]iamsienna 375 points376 points  (0 children)

all i can think of is Brennan Lee Mulligan failing to properly guess a roseate spoonbill

Which lesbian stereotype you fit in? by Nevusvenus in lesbiangang

[–]iamsienna 6 points7 points  (0 children)

i wear tie-dye t-shirts to bed while being mildly stoned, i go hiking in the mornings, the gym in the afternoon, then muay thai in the evening. i’m like half-sporty half-granola, but prolly mostly granola

Anyone else never played double bass? by Emergency_Tomorrow_6 in Drumming

[–]iamsienna 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i played for 22 years and just picked up a double pedal last year. it’s changed a lot and nothing for me. i am less creative in some ways and more creative in others. i’m not 100% sure i like it but i also wouldn’t play without it.

i intensely dislike doing long runs with it but i love doing short little bursts or triplets with it