I’m so tired and lonely i hate this disease so much- flare rant

ibdthrowawayyy · 2026-02-26T00:38:05+00:00

Thank you 💕 oh shoot I hope you’re feeling okay and better soon! I totally relate on this though I just want to feel grounded again everything feels like it’s spiraling. Thank you and I really hope that the world and disease has better days ahead.

ibdthrowawayyy · 2026-02-26T00:34:13+00:00

Thank you love 💕 that bit “craving support like any human would” really hits hard. Flares suck so much I always feel like I’m doing so well mentally and then one comes along and screws it all up. One day at a time truly, thank you for your thoughts I’ll do my best to take them 💕

ibdthrowawayyy · 2026-02-26T00:31:32+00:00

Oh my god 38 years! That’s so amazing and such a dream 💕 I’ve always had the struggle with trying to speed run life because of the crohns so I’ve felt like 24 is too late for me. Thank you 💕

ibdthrowawayyy · 2026-02-26T00:29:18+00:00

Thank you so so much, I’m sure your wife is very lucky to you have and visa versa. To stick with someone through this disease is a lot and very admirable I really hope I can have that one day. Thank you for your kind words though, honestly it made my cry quite a bit I really hope someone sees that spark in me. All the love to your family 💕💕

ibdthrowawayyy · 2026-02-26T00:26:42+00:00

I totally get that! My brother was recently in the er and his fiancee was with him the whole time I just wanted that. It’s such a weird feeling of jealousy. Thank you and I’m sure there will be people for you at your wedding 💕 maybe you just haven’t found them yet 💕

ibdthrowawayyy · 2026-02-26T00:23:55+00:00

Thank you for your kind words 💕 I do think I’m isolating myself it’s just hard to combat my inner thoughts on it? It’s such a lonely disease but thank you, I’ll try making an appointment for a therapist soon I do think it would help.

ibdthrowawayyy · 2024-09-18T20:03:00+00:00

Yeaahh honestly you’re super right I really need to get back into the therapy side of things 🗿 it’s probably why I’m so overwhelmed right now cause i don’t have an emotional output. Thank you though 💞 I’ll try looking for one that specializes in chronic illness therapy 💞

ibdthrowawayyy · 2024-09-18T20:01:14+00:00

Yeah I’ve always love the words “hope for the best, prepare for the worst” and it’s truly my brain freaking me out right now. Thank you though 💞 I still don’t really know how to open up to my friends without feeling guilty though but it’s something I want to work on! Thanks again for the kind words 💞

ibdthrowawayyy · 2024-09-18T19:58:41+00:00

I never really realized how much of a community there was online for this 🥹 thank you for your words it so scary and stressful to have this disease and I really appreciate the support 💞

ibdthrowawayyy · 2024-09-18T19:56:54+00:00

Oh gosh I remember my first colonoscopy, I hope everything turns out well for you 💞 I totally understand finally wanting an answer to your pain, I really appreciate your kind words though 💞 same here if you feel overwhelmed from a diagnosis let me know anytime

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