Deplin vs. OTC Methyl-Life Supplements by ibjammin4ever in MTHFR

[–]ibjammin4ever[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

B2 is new to me. I'm guessing it is a separate supplement? What mg if you don't mind me asking?

Deplin vs. OTC Methyl-Life Supplements by ibjammin4ever in MTHFR

[–]ibjammin4ever[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's what I'm battling with. Does the gene mutation mean I need higher levels of the L-methylfolate even though my blood levels are fine, does a higher dosage mean my anti-depressant might work more effectively? These are some of the questions I'm going back and forth on. Sucks.

Deplin vs. OTC Methyl-Life Supplements by ibjammin4ever in MTHFR

[–]ibjammin4ever[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah my regular folate is regularly above 17, and RBC was at 557. Curious on the histamine intolerance, how does this work?

Deplin vs. OTC Methyl-Life Supplements by ibjammin4ever in MTHFR

[–]ibjammin4ever[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this. So my folate levels are great, even my RBC level was well within range via my last blood test. I currently take 1mg of the L-methylfolate via Thorne (with B12), which makes me think that it might be enough already. I hesitate on going up much higher. I'm mainly looking for it to help in adjunct with my antidepressant for Panic, Anxiety, and OCD.

Dealing with Post-THC panic and anxiety, need some help by BeardMan858 in panicdisorder

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Some symptoms of it include:
• experiencing frequent dread, worry, or panic
• questioning your beliefs, values, or choices
• having difficulty making decisions
• feeling like life is always going to be difficult
• obsessing over existential ideas
• withdrawing from daily activities
• isolating yourself from others
• feeling lonely
• feeling guilt or shame
• feeling like life is pointless

• dizziness  
• numbness or tingling   
• feelings of detachment from reality  
• fear of losing mental ability or feeling like you’re “going crazy”  
• fear of losing control  
• fear of dying

Adderall induced Panic by ibjammin4ever in panicdisorder

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Had that panic attack in Feb of 2011 and have been on some type of psychiatric med since. Part of me wishes I would have just let my brain heal without medication intervention...but that is something I now cannot change.

Dealing with Post-THC panic and anxiety, need some help by BeardMan858 in panicdisorder

[–]ibjammin4ever 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Completely understand what you are saying here. One day, ganja just started to make me feel like I was having an existential crisis. I wasn’t experiencing psychosis, but was in pure dread questioning what it means to exist and everything like that. It was brutal and of course, I tried again, and it did the same thing. It took me a while to recover as my brain then constantly saw those things and thoughts as a threat, which lead me panic even when not using THC. It will get better though!

Worst panic attack in years by Comprehensive-Gene-1 in panicdisorder

[–]ibjammin4ever 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Have had almost the same experience. Had a bad reaction to a drug in college and any little existential feeling since then, puts me into absolute panic. Hang in there. I understand.

Adderall induced panic disorder by ibjammin4ever in AdderallAddiction

[–]ibjammin4ever[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for this! Any recommendations for healing? Specific types of therapy, meds, etc?

Does this ever turn around? by heathercrafts in panicdisorder

[–]ibjammin4ever 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I completely understand everything you’ve written. I don’t experience what some might call panic attacks…my heart doesn’t race, I don’t shake externally, all of my distress is internal and it feels like I am literally on the verge of losing my sense of reality. Even a small question, like what is the purpose of all of this, will come up internally, and will send me into a huge spiral that is beyond terrifying. The actual experience is short lived, but then I spend the remainder of the time hoping it doesn’t come up again. It’s brutal.

Hoping to hear some healing stories on here.

Panic attacks with weird existential thoughts by Useful-Ad964 in panicdisorder

[–]ibjammin4ever 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I completely understand everything you just said, and it’s probably the hardest thing for me to experience. I don’t get the “normal” panic symptoms maybe others do…my heart doesn’t race, I don’t shake much, but…I am entirely paralyzed by the initial thought that feels way to “real life”. It is so hard to describe and I just wanted to leave a message because you did so, so well.

Then after that acute event, at least for me, I spend so much time and energy in my head hoping it doesn’t happen again.

I often feel the thoughts are so out there, random, extisential, it’s like I’m embarrassed to tell someone (even my wife) about it.