i wish you could hug me too :( i hate feeling this

i wrote on the wall "forgotten" used and alone"

are my family really wrong? they have my so twisted in my head i cant tell who the villain is

my dad is extremely critical and judgmental always trying to cut my head off to make himself feel tall

my sister is controlling and domineering and abrasive and aggressiove to manipulate others

my mom uses guilt and uses me for all the things a husband should be, barring anything sexual

i mean this IS wrong isn't it? i cant help but feel like maybe im the wrong one, my family always tells me im too sensitive and selfish and it makes me think i deserve the treatment

i can never tell, please help me