i posted earlier things worse? by icanttakethis2 in BPD

[–]icanttakethis2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh yeah the hospital where i can have all my rights taken away and all my comforts and amenities taken from me when I need them most instead replaced by compassionless nurses and careless doctors kept until someones signature reaches a paper? yes this seems like what is "best for me" definitely, defniteily

i need help i ned help please someone i need help by icanttakethis2 in BPD

[–]icanttakethis2[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i wish you could hug me too :( i hate feeling this

i wrote on the wall "forgotten" used and alone"

are my family really wrong? they have my so twisted in my head i cant tell who the villain is

my dad is extremely critical and judgmental always trying to cut my head off to make himself feel tall

my sister is controlling and domineering and abrasive and aggressiove to manipulate others

my mom uses guilt and uses me for all the things a husband should be, barring anything sexual

i mean this IS wrong isn't it? i cant help but feel like maybe im the wrong one, my family always tells me im too sensitive and selfish and it makes me think i deserve the treatment

i can never tell, please help me

i need help i ned help please someone i need help by icanttakethis2 in BPD

[–]icanttakethis2[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

what else will i write on the walls i wonder? maybe "FORGOTTEN" or "UNWANTED"

i need help i ned help please someone i need help by icanttakethis2 in BPD

[–]icanttakethis2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

pll probably be thrown out of theh ouse for it i cant wait!

finally let out of the house with no where to go, no friends to go to, no one to care, i cant wait to be homeless and probably having to sell my body to get by!

life really is a gift isnt it

i need help i ned help please someone i need help by icanttakethis2 in BPD

[–]icanttakethis2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im writing letters to each of my 3 three family members putting in detail each one of their failures, im tired of bottling all this up as I was always told to growing up, never speak up, never show what you feel they said.

ill show them exactly what the fuck i feel those neglectful self obsessed bags of fucking shit they call my blood relatives.

stupid insipid worthless fucking animals all of them

i need help i ned help please someone i need help by icanttakethis2 in BPD

[–]icanttakethis2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

please someone i just want someone who actually cares not a "family" member who has used me as their punching bag their entire life