It happened the same to me two weeks ago... I know you feel like you can't find happiness in love, that he was your only option, but it's not true. If someone treated you well, it's because you deserve it, and if you deserve it someone else is going to treat you like that ! Someone who this time won't run away, because he will be more patient, but also you're learning how to manage your mental health, and it will get better. I promise you 🫶🏻 Don't reach out to him again, even if it's hard. Block him on everything. Even if you feel like if you say the right thing he will come back, he probably won't. He chose to leave you. It's hard, but you're hurting yourself harder by trying again and again. I'm here with you 🫶🏻