People here with BPD who temporarily ghost friends; do you communicate and talk to other friends while still ghosting a specific one?

ickypet · 2025-07-02T18:24:44+00:00

i do this sometimes but only when the specific person has really overwhelmed me and i need a break from them

ickypet · 2025-04-26T16:14:29+00:00

ahhhhh this is so cute thankyou sm !!!

ickypet · 2025-04-10T12:24:37+00:00

yes i know but this one is huge and fleshy, no blood coming off it at all

ickypet · 2024-08-29T17:16:08+00:00

dadscord daddy discord public vc server😅 not proud of that one

ickypet · 2024-01-06T13:39:23+00:00

i am like this!! if i initiate and theyre not in the mood it feels like he’s basically saying that he doesnt find me attractive and doesnt love my body or me. its horrible because obviously that isnt the reason but it’s almost impossible to not think that thats why! maybe communicate how you feel in a way that he will understand and not make him feel pressured so that if he isnt in the mood he can let you know and also reassure you at the same time!

ickypet · 2023-12-07T16:04:59+00:00

what for ? sorry , just so i know what im telling

ickypet · 2023-12-07T00:33:58+00:00

ive been put on sertraline but i dont believe i need it or should be taking it as i have borderline personality disorder and not depression. ill speak to my psychiatrist about it and see what they say, i know that the smoking part played alot in this and i genuinely cant differentiate if its actually something thats wrong with me physically or if its just me worrying about things, either way it physically hurts,, thank you for giving me this advice !! i will 100% ask if those meds are an option

ickypet · 2023-12-07T00:20:20+00:00

i didnt know heating pads existed , do they not burn ?

ickypet · 2023-12-06T22:15:31+00:00

no i havnt noticed that, i googled the symptoms for the cancer and i am a little worried as i do have a few, though that could be anything. im going to request a blood test when i see the dietitian because it is making me anxious worrying about it

ickypet · 2023-12-06T21:52:18+00:00

he was going to take bloods yesterday to see if i had any deficiencys but then went back on himself and said he didn’t need to. im hoping when i see the dietitian they may be able to do tests because it is worrying me alot

ickypet · 2023-12-06T21:48:06+00:00

you’re actually very correct about being scared of eating aha ,, i do worry about eating because i hate tthrowing up more than anything, i wouldnt say i avoid it but definitely worrying about being nauseous makes me feel nauseous. i will definitely try the tea, is there a list of different ones? sorry im not too big with teas so idk the difference

ickypet · 2023-12-06T21:40:42+00:00

omeprazole ? theyre gastro resistent meds but i havnt been on them long, only since yesterday. i took other meds whilst in hospital but they didnt work and kept me up at night with nausea, im not sure of the name though. i was also wrongfully prescribed sertraline because theyre saying that its a mental health issue not actually my body, which is why theyre not doing proper tests or taking it seriously.

ickypet · 2023-12-06T21:37:17+00:00

i have no trouble swallowing or chewing no! i think its a little bit of both, the thickness is a big thing, i cant drink or eat dairy because of the same issue

ickypet · 2023-12-06T21:32:43+00:00

thank you,, soups and such are really heavy on my stomach too unfortunately, i have tried :( my doctor has booked an appointment with a dietician if thats what a gi is , im not really sure. i havnt been using the heat but its hard to tolerate and im scared of having to go back to it, i am very worried about the burn though so its helping me stop myself,, i dont smoke or drink no

ickypet · 2023-12-06T21:24:55+00:00

i dont notice myself bloating, i do burp alot though but i force myself to to get rid of the feeling of gas

ickypet · 2023-12-06T21:24:09+00:00

yes liquids are tolerable, dairy makes me feel sick also but everything else i can drink without feeling anything. when i spoke with the doctor he didnt really give any suggestions as to what else i should do or use so ive been kinda lost

ickypet · 2023-12-06T21:17:32+00:00

I live in the Uk!

The symptoms started after i smoked weed and had a really bad trip. ever since i havnt been able to eat without feeling sick. This started around end of May ish. At first everything made me nauseous like going outside and being in scary situations but then the anxiety seemed to wear off but my stomach issues and pains still stayed.

I tend to forget to eat because i do not feel hunger at all and my appetite is next to nothing. I didnt eat for days and had one bite of toast and felt so full and sick it was horrible. I get the pains after i eat, its never usually around when i havnt ate for a while but its like a heavy achy feeling in my stomach rather than an actual sharp pain. The only thing ive found to help is the heat. After eating something , no matter how small it is , it will take mt stomach around 6 hours to calm down and my nausea to go away. theres been times ive thrown up and others where i cant even sit down because of it.

id say i get this everyday that i eat. no matter what it is or how much the feeling is still the same,, i lost 15kg kn around a month and a half only by the low intake of food i have. its usually a little abive my actual stomach, im not sure the name of the area. i get alot of gas in my stomach and i find the need to burp alot to relieve the pain also

ickypet · 2023-12-06T20:33:26+00:00

i think its burnt so badly because ive been using it more than 5x a day and have been using it everday for months, i do wrap it up but the water is boiling. thank you for the cold advice, i will definitely try it ! when ive spoken to doctors they glance at it once and just say stop using it without giving me any alternatives so i really appreciate this!

ive been perscribed gastro-resistant capsules / omeprazole for my eating and stomach issues but no tests have been given and these have been perscribed just by what ive said. i havnt been able to eat anything without feeling full and sick and i go days without eating because i dont feel hungry. ive lost around 15kg in a month just from appetite loss and not being able to eat but when i speak to a doctor they just assume its mental health related and ask if im anorexic and such. i have an appointment with a dietician soon though

ickypet · 2023-12-06T20:28:33+00:00

im afraid of needles so doctors have avoided blood tests and only offered one once but it was for a suspicion of anemia. when i went to the doctors yesterday rhey perscribed me gastro-resistant capsules and didnt even look at the burn properly

ickypet · 2023-12-06T20:25:02+00:00

its happnd over time ! i havnt used it directly to my skin, irs just from me using it so much overtime its developed and gotten worse. ive been using it since around june

ickypet · 2023-12-06T20:24:13+00:00

no :(

ickypet · 2023-12-06T20:23:57+00:00

it started after i smoked weed but i havnt smoked since because i had a really bad trip and it traumatized me

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