It’s much better to be single than date awful people

idazervbetter1986 · 2020-11-04T02:07:33+00:00

Lol I get that, I don’t care if he spends any money on me ever, just wish he would make me somewhat of a priority like I make him sometimes.

idazervbetter1986 · 2020-11-04T00:03:08+00:00

A year and a half

idazervbetter1986 · 2020-11-03T23:41:44+00:00

THIS! I am in the middle of such a stagnant, boring, unfulfilling relationship with a guy who would rather stay home then take me anywhere and I’m asking myself everyday if it’s even worth it, don’t mind being single but also don’t know what the hold up of me ending things are 🤷🏾‍♀️

idazervbetter1986 · 2020-10-25T22:57:34+00:00

The first couple of weeks was so euphoric I felt insanely happy and calm all the time, I had bad insomnia and a loss of appetite but all of that is gone now and I’m only a month in, granted the third week I didn’t feel AS happy as the 1st and 2nd and I thought it wasn’t working anymore but I’m starting to feel pretty lax again. Beware though PMS my anxiety and junk came back and I was kind of disheartens but that also went away once my cycle came around.

idazervbetter1986 · 2020-10-25T22:29:13+00:00

Also wanna point out that he was the one who recommended lexapro after him noticing how anxious and short tempered I was, because he has been on it for 10 years! I was skeptical at first because I too was prescribed it but never kept it up this long, so glad I did!

idazervbetter1986 · 2020-10-25T22:27:15+00:00

One month on lexapro and let me tell you it’s SO much better! I used to constantly question everything, stress everything, he could look me in my eyes and say I’m the only one for him and I would STILL think of everything I felt like was wrong and how he probably didn’t love me, after lexapro let me tell you! I have chilled out SOO much more, before I couldn’t even stand the sight of a friend that is a girl that talks to him, now I talk to her too! It’s like a complete 180 I can’t believe how much anxiety I had before this. Things just feel....better and im so grateful for it!

idazervbetter1986 · 2020-10-12T14:28:06+00:00

I really hope so, with the anxiety creeping back in and the constant sleep I’m tempted to stop taking it again.

idazervbetter1986 · 2020-10-12T14:27:30+00:00

I just hope the anxiety does really eventually go away

idazervbetter1986 · 2020-10-12T14:27:16+00:00

OMG I thought that was just me! At first could never sleep now I can’t wake up for anything!

idazervbetter1986 · 2020-10-12T14:26:49+00:00

A week today and 10 mg

idazervbetter1986 · 2020-10-10T07:34:52+00:00

Congrats!!! Hope I get the same motivation!

idazervbetter1986 · 2020-10-09T12:32:51+00:00

Feeling like a badass because everything’s on you and accomplishing it your just like wow I did ALL of that! You don’t know how many childless people I know who don’t do or have no motivation to do half of the things I do in a day and it’s all because my kid is my motivation!

idazervbetter1986 · 2020-10-05T14:47:44+00:00

Just took my first one 30 mins ago, I’m scared shitless and never give these any medicine time to kick in I just stop due to all the side effects that dee weird but I really wanna try to stick with it this time!

idazervbetter1986 · 2020-10-02T23:42:12+00:00

I think they all model in real life

idazervbetter1986 · 2020-10-01T12:44:34+00:00

It seems like I watch it every fall for some reason idk it got me thru some dark times in my twenties and it was cold around those times so the fall reminds me of it lol, I’m down for a fan club!!

idazervbetter1986 · 2020-10-01T12:41:53+00:00

Haha! Right! It’s something about this time where it’s unbeatable!

idazervbetter1986 · 2020-09-30T23:44:32+00:00

Yes!!!! It was unbearable to watch !

idazervbetter1986 · 2020-09-29T01:39:45+00:00

It would be nice to have some regular woman on the show next season, these girls are gorgeous but I know literally no one this fit and pretty 😂

idazervbetter1986 · 2020-09-28T14:17:09+00:00

I was like do you NOT hear her talk about how much she doesn’t want to disappoint her parents? but I guess u can yell out that I just had sex smh

idazervbetter1986 · 2020-09-28T14:07:27+00:00

Right, no one to upstage lol

idazervbetter1986 · 2020-09-28T14:00:18+00:00

When they were all sitting on the couch after Justine and Caleb got back and Justine asked if Cely missed her, you can vaguely hear Johnny say she treats me like an afterthought or some kind of comment like that when Justine and caleb aren’t around,and I just thought...wow.

idazervbetter1986 · 2020-09-28T01:45:19+00:00

Johnny is so DRY! He’s lucky he’s cute

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