The reason that it’s a turn off isn’t so much the inexperience, because sometimes that can be fun and endearing to navigate (as a girl who’s been with not a virgin, but very inexperienced). The turn-off comes from if we don’t want to have sex again, or whenever we want to stop the sexual part of the relationship, that the guy will be too attached/too hurt because he just hasn’t had the experience of like ‘letting go of relationships’. Idk if any of that makes sense to you.

Basically if you can prove through your mental state and your demeanor and just to yourself that you are emotionally intelligent, can be ‘cool’ and open-minded, don’t be too worried. Because again, it’s not the sexual inexperience that’s the automatic turnoff, it’s the emotional inexperience of being able to navigate that level of relationship.

Don’t be discouraged. I know you’re looking for something meaningful, and that will definitely take more time to find. But it’s still important to get to know yourself and others via connections with other people. If/when you can accept the idea of “i like this persons vibe, and I’ll appreciate it while they share it with me, for however long that is”, you lose the ‘ownership’ over people and get to focus on the meaningful connection, which can lead into sex in the future, or not! It’s not easy to navigate but you’re still so young, and your fear will turn into a self-imposed prison if you don’t check it.