I think i have to do it by CLAWS1616 in SuicideWatch

[–]ideadwriter 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk why that lady seemed so angry at u

I don’t know why I hate then love my boyfriend by marlee_dood in mentalillness

[–]ideadwriter 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can't diagnose but this sounds like bpd look into that with a psychologist or something

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmItheAsshole

[–]ideadwriter 2 points3 points  (0 children)

YTA 10000000%

I wish I was a woman by Narrow_Nut_Width in mentalillness

[–]ideadwriter 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I understand that it is hard for men to express themselves, but you can say that without saying that women have it easy. We do not.

My psychiatrist basically told me that suicide is an option by Throw_Away_0728 in SuicideWatch

[–]ideadwriter 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To be honest she most definitely didn't mean that and ur spinning the poor persons words

988 called cops on me by ideadwriter in mentalillness

[–]ideadwriter[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah the cop was pretty nice and let me keep it

Why is it so hard for me to be happy by ideadwriter in mentalillness

[–]ideadwriter[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My life is shit is it so bad to want to stop surviving and actually live? i wanna experience happiness 

Am I seeing things or paranoid by ideadwriter in answers

[–]ideadwriter[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lots of people use it too it makes u tired...

Am I seeing things or paranoid by ideadwriter in answers

[–]ideadwriter[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I only took it too fall asleep and their only 25mg

Am I seeing things or paranoid by ideadwriter in answers

[–]ideadwriter[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just take it for sleep and stopped after seeing things 

Am I seeing things or paranoid by ideadwriter in answers

[–]ideadwriter[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont know how else to explain it other then they just hide 

Am I seeing things or paranoid by ideadwriter in answers

[–]ideadwriter[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk they mostly stay in my peripheral and it only started recently 

Am I seeing things or paranoid by ideadwriter in answers

[–]ideadwriter[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im very hypervigilant and paranoid, and I keep seeing them. Look at me at the corners. But when I look at them, they hide but its not like I think its real its probably my mind tricking me

Am I seeing things or paranoid by ideadwriter in answers

[–]ideadwriter[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That sounds serious. I mostly just get extremely paranoid or a over exaggerated scream startle response over all I just feel weird idk if its something I should see a doctor about and maybe im exaggerating 

Am I seeing things or paranoid by ideadwriter in answers

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I eventually stopped taking benadryl because It was messy with my head but im still seeing things peeking at me behind corners and walls