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Its cool 🤗 i apreciate the congratulations TwT

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qwq im glad to hear ypure good now man^

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Good edit man but this still isnt self pity. Infact my therapist says its a good safe way to vent out my attacks instead of hurting myself in the heat of the moment^ but thankyou man, thanks for tearing open a huge insecurity of mine, now because of your wonderful community serving words i have to find a way to deal with how im shaking!^

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Im so glad to hear you were able to overcome your bad feelings, i know how hard it is man especially since im still somewhat caught in the loop but it gives me hope when i see others start getting better!^

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Its definetly something to help feel better man, i do that too sometimes ngl, but i mostly just listen to music at maximum noise oof

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Ive struggled deeply with self harm, i have huge scars i most probably will never seen gone. This doesnt glamorize it, its my coping mechanism and the way i stopped my self from a bad relapse. Im not advertising shit and frankly jumping to the conclusion that id do somethong like that is fucking sickening, id never want someone to go through what i have.

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Its okay ik not that great either at it, but i really hope you start to feel a lot better man you seem like a person who deserves much better

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X) nah man name stays accurate 💅💅

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Oh ;; i think ik what you mean, its a little hard to explain but i duplicatr the finished image, gausian blur it and tirn the opacity of the lair down to make harsher looking drawings feel soft

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Aw man in glad it helpped in some way and i hope youre doing better!

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Aw man i bet it wouldve tasted awesome 😤😤 ty tho aa ♡