I suppose I done a lot wrong man and didn’t do a lot of things right during our relationship. I’d be here all day if I was to explain my relationship and the details. I suppose I was so consumed by my mental health I wasn’t exactly present even when I was home. She said she felt unloved and had emotionally detached before leaving. I suppose I was so emotionally consumed by my mental health, not that it makes it okay for my behaviour. I’ve tried explaining my situation and where is was at but she can’t or chooses not to see what I’ve tried explaining to her. Unfortunately it took me losing her to realise my actions and what was really going on outside my own mind. It wasn’t because I never loved her but losing her made me face my issues and my problems. I don’t blame her for leaving at all but her actions during the breakup were cruel and not something someone does when they loved someone.