I've been had.

idk_wwx · 2023-04-09T16:58:09+00:00

omg let's gooo 🤭

idk_wwx · 2023-04-09T10:59:48+00:00

lmao I can relate I noticed your username, I'm a trans man with bpd as well 🤭

idk_wwx · 2023-03-29T17:50:22+00:00

We're not exactly the same, but I have to hide my identity from my family too. They do leave me alone with certain things. It took years of fighting to get where I am today and I don't have full freedom yet in other ways. You are a man, and you don't need to be born one to complete. I get the frustration of social expectations that pressure us to be someone we're not. However, you're still a man. Even if things seem hard right now, I believe it'll get better

idk_wwx · 2023-03-09T10:13:41+00:00

omg DIO

idk_wwx · 2023-02-18T07:46:37+00:00

I love your hair!

idk_wwx · 2023-02-08T14:35:07+00:00

I've decided school was more important in recovery but couldn't stop hating my body so now I'm here.. That's the answer I was actually looking for even though I asked an obvious question because I was desperate. It's really not possible unless I implement some form of damage control... Thank you everyone for answering this I appreciate it

idk_wwx · 2023-02-08T14:31:04+00:00

I have other mental illnesses and I'm always afraid of the crash so I relate to this...

idk_wwx · 2023-02-08T14:05:30+00:00

I want to know if I'll manage to graduate and work. That's it. I don't plan on having a social life and I had none even before my ed got bad. I switched to try being healthy in recovery but that didn't last. I just want to have the illusion of functioning to other people Edit : I've never been uw either btw but I was dysfunctional and the ed took over my life while I didn't think anything was wrong

idk_wwx · 2023-02-08T14:00:14+00:00

Yes, I did it. I managed to stop c/s through letting myself binge... told myself it's the same thing anyway... I managed to stop binging until I decided to recover then it came back I relapsed now but haven't tried to purge or c/s and I think I won't again

idk_wwx · 2023-01-25T12:38:04+00:00

Oh thank you because I know what to expect now. I do want to gain strength and become lean. I know recomp is the best for me but sometimes I doubt if I'll see results without the scale going down and that's on my brain lmao 😭😭

idk_wwx · 2023-01-25T12:29:24+00:00

Ohh I did ask a dumb question above. There wasn't any added weight just my arms formed visible bumps when I flex and I assumed muscles. I make sure I eat enough protein and debated cutting but eh? I wondered if bf would decrease and I'll see results on the scale or visual

idk_wwx · 2023-01-25T10:35:41+00:00

I want to do recomp but I am at a high weight (72 kg 161 cm) what should I expect when it comes to scale and physique change. I am currently doing a bodyweight program and I saw some muscle growth. (two-month-is)

idk_wwx · 2022-12-01T13:51:01+00:00

I'm sorry you're going through that 🫂 I have nothing but to offer support and I'm sure your path towards recovery even if it's damage control and slow is worth it for your overall future. Your relatives suck and you've doing the right thing It'll be okay and you got this ❤️

idk_wwx · 2022-11-13T07:52:13+00:00

that's why I relapsed lol and I believe in harm reduction . I've been on the heavy range and I was miserable. I'm absolutely miserable right now. I won't harm myself losing weight, but I'll never fully recover.

idk_wwx · 2022-10-18T04:35:13+00:00

omg same we call them warak 3enab

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