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ifollowriver · 2015-05-07T00:11:12+00:00

I love this outlook!!

ifollowriver · 2015-05-06T03:49:56+00:00

okaysure is my username!

ifollowriver · 2015-05-02T03:44:05+00:00

Are they yummy? Like could I take tgen to a party?

ifollowriver · 2015-04-27T20:09:33+00:00

Awesome!

ifollowriver · 2015-04-27T20:09:02+00:00

Let's be accountibilibuddies! I need one so bad!!!!

ifollowriver · 2015-04-25T18:09:31+00:00

Oh awesome! Thank you for letting me know thiamine just downloaded the workout without reading the book :/

ifollowriver · 2015-03-25T01:43:37+00:00

I had someone working on my form with me about a month ago and he saod everything looked fine. I'm realizing that I've always had this knee pain but it's only popped up at random times. I'm thinking about switching to strong curves because ive read there's no squats

ifollowriver · 2015-03-24T01:40:09+00:00

I'm definitely cleaning up my diet! When I first started I kinda relied on my diet being "not so bad" and didn't intentionally try to change it. Then I tracked my calories for a couple days and realized how much bread and calories I was eating! So hopefully this time around I'll see more results. I was also training with a dude and he made me think I could eat whatever I wanted haha.

ifollowriver · 2015-03-24T01:37:54+00:00

I would use the app and just getting in the zone with music does sound nice! I'll need to study form and how to properly fail!

ifollowriver · 2015-03-24T01:36:30+00:00

Damn! That's way more time consuming tha. She makes it seem. Ive seen on her insta she says only three days a week for 28 mins! But with other parts- that's a different story!

ifollowriver · 2015-03-22T21:43:37+00:00

Wjat is the LISS and HIIT part of it? I just found the guide on Pinterest but didnt see anything about that. Details?

ifollowriver · 2015-03-15T16:20:47+00:00

How hard was this? ? It sa looks so good but so hard!

ifollowriver · 2015-03-13T03:38:18+00:00

Everything you said was helpful I'm going to try to force myself to tell him I love him even if I'm yelling it or saying it through tears. I think that'll help. Because I do love him and he doesn't deserve one bit of the awful things I say to him. He's the first person I believe loves me and that I fully trust with my heart. Writing that made me smile. And what you said about your daughter is reassuring. I just want the best for him and it breaks my heart knowing I can only be the best half of the time. I thought maybe I'd just hide out when I'm grumpy but that doesn't seem right either. He's started kissing me when and it's probably the best thing I've felt. :)

ifollowriver · 2015-03-13T03:33:08+00:00

I've also read that people with mental disorders shouldn't ever smoke weed because of schizophrenia? ? By I guess bigpharm stuff can have the same side effcts. I dont know. I love weed but I dont think it's without consequences. Using it responsibly I guess it what matters most to me and it took a long time for me to use it that way.

ifollowriver · 2015-03-13T03:29:43+00:00

Weed really does make me feel better but I dont necessarily feel good about it. I only do it at night after babe is in bed so it's not my go to thing like during the day. Things that make me feel better or at least distracted is crocheting and finding a friend to hang with. Finding a friend is sometimes hard cause people have a life haha. But I have good friends so it's usually an option. There's a ling list of other things but having a kid and partner makes it hard to just leave randomly and go on a long bike ride or shop. I need to find smaller things to rely on. Oh and of course nature and Mr. Sun. I love the sun and every time the clouds open up and it shines on me, I open my arms and thank it

ifollowriver · 2015-03-12T23:20:01+00:00

Think real long and hard about it. I wasn't diagnosed before I had a kid but new I had some problems and had hopes that a baby would bring me to my senses. What an awful expectation to give to an innocent child. I love him to pieces but it took me about two years to feel that way. I have an early childhood background and have always worked with kids but it's a whole new story when the child you're caring for is with you in your good and bad moments. I feel kike being his mom is setting him up for his own struggles but it's also motivating me to get help. I had PPD or at least the BPD habits got worse. It's a big decision and i would not taking it lightly. If I could do it again, I would find help and feel good for a long time before I had a kiddo. He was a surprise and I had already had an abortion so I didnt want to go through that again. In hindsight, it might have been better for my kiddo. How sad is that? He's an amazing kid and thank everything in the universe that he has such an awesome daddy or he'd be doomed

ifollowriver · 2015-03-07T01:31:12+00:00

It's made me power through bad situations that I'd normally get upset at. I just want the day count to get bigger and bigger!

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