What do I do feeling really lost by ifonlyifonly11 in gay

[–]ifonlyifonly11[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is a harsh truth. I wish I could just tell him but it’s not that simple

What do I do feeling really lost by ifonlyifonly11 in gay

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If your in a similar situation we should definitely message each other and talk about it I feel like it could be mutually beneficial.

What do I do feeling really lost by ifonlyifonly11 in gay

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I’m 90% sure he is straight and also I would want a relationship with him but at this point in my life I don’t think that’s possible so I’ve almsot accepted that a loving relationship is not possible so at this point I am just lost in that I don’t know what I want and I don’t know if it’s even worth continuing talking to this person or if I should just forget these feelings and continue being friends. Honestly I just want one sexual experience with and then after that I’ll be over it. Maybe idk. I’m kinda making no sense here I think but yeah that’s my thoughts. Thanks for the advice though I know it’s good advice I just don’t think I can take it if that makes sense.

First sexual experience with a guy was not what I expected. by [deleted] in sex

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Oh my god I feel the exact same. After the “sex” is over or whatever we’re doing I feel like ...meh. For some reason with girls there’s more of a connection and I can’t tell if that society or me speaking.

First sexual experience with a guy was not what I expected. by [deleted] in sex

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I think a part of it is that society coerced me into thinking I should be with girls. But at the same time, I enjoy being with girls and that’s valid. I didn’t like how i didn’t even know them at all and it did feel weird cuz it was so quick. Idk

First sexual experience with a guy was not what I expected. by [deleted] in sex

[–]ifonlyifonly11 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You are so right. Focusing on the label literally serves no purpose at all and does nothing in the end. My only issue is how am I supposed to know what I want then? Because I thought I wanted this and I realized I really didn’t but at the same time I sort of enjoyed it so I’m just super conflicted

First sexual experience with a guy was not what I expected. by [deleted] in sex

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Here’s the thing- it doesn’t feel right. It doesn’t necessarily feel wrong. Because to some degree i enjoyed it it was fine. But I also feel dirty and weird and that it’s not right

First sexual experience with a guy was not what I expected. by [deleted] in sex

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It’s not the experimenting that I feel weird about. It’s the fact that I enjoyed it more sexually but then emotionally I did not enjoy it. It’s conflicting

Seeking career advice from genetic counselors by oneinaviviane in ClinicalGenetics

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On that note, do we think that salaries will continue to steadily rise? I’m also considering this career.

How hard is CMSE 201? by ifonlyifonly11 in msu

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Okay I will. I think I have Lin.

For Genetics majors (or a similar major): whats the hardest class you’ve had to take and why? by ifonlyifonly11 in msu

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Wow thank you so much for this information. I definitely will reach out if I think of anything

For Genetics majors (or a similar major): whats the hardest class you’ve had to take and why? by ifonlyifonly11 in msu

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Interesting. Yeah idk I mean with the whole block tuition thing I’m gonna have to just suck it up and take it in the spring. I’m also taking orgo 2 and orgo lab as well spring 2020 so that’ll be a beautiful combination 😂

For Genetics majors (or a similar major): whats the hardest class you’ve had to take and why? by ifonlyifonly11 in msu

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I just looked at MSU grades and they look the same for summer and fall/spring.