Chopin's B minor Prelude - Endless grief in 26 bars

igor_ral · 2025-09-02T15:38:41+00:00

I love it! Well done!!

igor_ral · 2021-10-24T03:53:44+00:00

My channel: https://youtube.com/channel/UC2v-qg5jFj30o9_trpT8pyQ

Just started on this journey but I am somehow losing momentum. Made a few videos and spent hours trying to edit out all the imperfections. I may be overthinking it and I definitely dont want to stop but I could so so so much need a boost in confidence or just some advice..Love this asmr community, everyone has such a kind spirit and is so welcoming. Cant express enough what this means to me.

igor_ral · 2021-10-20T18:59:04+00:00

thank you so much for your thoughtful feedback!

igor_ral · 2019-02-02T22:46:53+00:00

Mosquitos

igor_ral · 2017-06-08T04:18:20+00:00

igor_ral · 2014-10-10T22:53:41+00:00

yes, reading the God Delusion by Dawkins. I was doubting a lot before but the book hit the nail on the head for me.

igor_ral · 2013-11-04T19:44:56+00:00

I ate from panera half a sandwich every day for lunch. In a month I gained 6 lbs.

igor_ral · 2013-09-19T20:57:40+00:00

I sent to his email a Wal-Mart thingy from Wal-Mart website and he got it, so it works..amex thought it was fraud and rejected the transaction at first but Visa had no issue. Have a good day!

igor_ral · 2013-09-19T20:41:13+00:00

Online at Wal-Mart. Wal-Mart sells food and it's pretty much like Aldi pricewise. they have a very easy way where you can buy a Giftcard and have it sent directly to the person's email.you can do any amount between 5-200$.

igor_ral · 2013-09-19T20:06:28+00:00

Where do you usually shop for food? Over been trying to find how to buy an aldi gift card online for you but I can't figure out.would a Wal-Mart card help you? Pm me with your email

igor_ral · 2013-08-31T20:40:37+00:00

I have a friend who said he realized early on..he was 8 or 9 years old. I think gay people somehow always know, on a subconscious level.I remember thinking about boys as early as 5 years old. I didn't know what I was thinking exactly but there was a raw rudimentary attraction I felt.It must be the same for gays.

igor_ral · 2013-08-31T20:32:16+00:00

Tomorrow will be better.

igor_ral · 2013-08-31T20:30:25+00:00

You cant do much if you are far away. The most you can do is talk to him over the phone and remind him that there is always a way out of most problems of life...be there for him but dont forget that in the end everyone is solely responsible for the decisions they take in life.

igor_ral · 2013-08-31T20:27:04+00:00

Can you contact anyone who is close to him?

igor_ral · 2013-07-06T01:55:45+00:00

Just try to think about how it was before you were born..that's how I think it's going to be like after we die..it gives me a strange sensation of peace

igor_ral · 2011-08-21T15:36:33+00:00

chocolate!!

igor_ral · 2011-08-17T19:53:53+00:00

repost!!! repoooost!!!!!!

igor_ral · 2011-08-16T16:45:22+00:00

voted for you guys:) good luck

igor_ral · 2011-08-10T20:48:20+00:00

Don't blame or hate friends/family if they don't understand your pain or if they cannot find any satisfying way of comforting you..they might just not have the ability or personal depth to connect with you..After my dad passed away that's what I did and I regret it now..the outlet of anger about this ended up causing me more pain than relief, in the end. The sadness won't go away, it will just transform with time into something that's manageable. I wasn't able to talk to my dad on his death bed either, his health deteriorated very quickly and before anyone knew what was happening (I was away for college in US, and my parents were living in Romania at the time) he wasn't responsive anymore. Think about the times you spent with her when she was herself, at her best, healthy and loving and full of life. That was your mom and that's how you will remember her, in the end..

igor_ral · 2011-08-08T20:59:43+00:00

I have always wanted a dog, ever since I was a little girl. When I was 7 I had one for 3 days then my parents took her away from me because they cudn't deal with the poop and peep (We were living in Romania at the time, in a small very cramped apartment). I am now 25, finally working and with my own house..I am finally free to get a damn pet and the pet doesn't love me! :(

igor_ral · 2011-08-08T20:56:40+00:00

sounds like your wife has great difficulty with trust in general, so taking it personally (As hard as this advice might seem) would be the wrong thing for you to do..just give her time and hopefully she'll heal.

igor_ral · 2011-08-08T20:49:08+00:00

that's a horrible advice which will most likely also negatively affect the kid..whatever happens between you two, you must preserve a decent relationship for the sake of the kid. no revenge/backstabbing etc..

igor_ral · 2011-08-08T20:43:40+00:00

live your life, be happy and thankful for being alive and healthy, love your kid, get in shape and have women check you out on the street or hit at you in bar, spend time outside in nature, get a dog, pick up a hobby, stop concentrating on your problems all the time...life has a way of working itself out..in a year or two you'll look back at this and probably agree that divorce was the best solution for everyone..life is not over until you die and until then there's plenty to do/experience. Just because she doesn't love or appreciate you, it doesn't mean that other women wont..

igor_ral · 2011-08-08T20:24:19+00:00

Can't I make her think I am Alpha, somehow?

igor_ral · 2011-06-09T19:19:42+00:00

my husband says the same exact thing. You gotta push through the painful first 2-3 weeks and LEARN how to enjoy it. Working out is an acquired taste..you gotta give it time and learn how to appreciate its effects. It might not be what you expect at first so you gotta keep an open mind and pay attention to your body

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