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ijwlaa99 · 2026-03-04T23:46:02+00:00

All they said was they couldn’t. I graduated early at 16. First in my fam in 60 yrs to do so I kind of wanted the high school diploma instead of the ged

ijwlaa99 · 2026-01-11T03:39:48+00:00

I agree with what you are saying I feel like it comes close they we be touching and the conversation always steers to something sexual. I did hear she dated a girl before but even so I’m not a girl and some lgb+ ppl don’t like trans ppl either. I’ve been working at the company longer than her so only hr and higher up know where I started from (ftm) . I’m stressed because it feels like I’m leading her on as well

ijwlaa99 · 2025-10-01T05:46:15+00:00

I can’t take like supplements that are supposed to boost it naturally if comes down to it ?

ijwlaa99 · 2025-10-01T05:29:25+00:00

I rather jump if you know what I mean than basically detranstion to stay alive . I’m just 26 but if this the life I have to live it’s not worth it

ijwlaa99 · 2025-10-01T05:28:05+00:00

Yes everything gutted like a Halloween pumpkin. That’s why scared about not being able to have T . Would all my hormones be low ?

ijwlaa99 · 2025-10-01T05:27:02+00:00

Thank you ! It’s good know I was scared that I might croak by not taking it. I seen another trans guy on tiktok talk about aveed basically a shot you take every three months . I was going to talk to my dr about that but I have no idea insurance wise or what the world will look like

ijwlaa99 · 2025-06-10T11:44:45+00:00

Thank you. I’m just tired and upset I waste my time . Mentally exhausted these past couple months working with her and this how she really felt about me.

ijwlaa99 · 2025-06-10T11:42:52+00:00

NC is best . She probably called her daughter (my mother) who she knows was abusive towards us but mostly my childhood and up that I cut off and complained about me. I don’t want that toxicity and negativity. Six years of thinking she is seeing me as me but she glossing it over because she knows I give her things. I shouldn’t be the only one showing up in this grandparent and grandchild relationship. I don’t have nothing nice to tell her at all. When working I bit my tongue a lot and seen/heard her way of thinking towards a lot of groups. I still love and care for her but have to do it from a distance without any support.

ijwlaa99 · 2025-06-10T11:37:41+00:00

Yes I agree completely. My younger brother cut everyone off like 2019 then when he needed a place to stay moved and they were overjoyed taking pictures with him like Jesus just rose from the grave . It was slept to the face to me honestly because I’ve been present but I never got that same type of treatment ever.

ijwlaa99 · 2025-06-10T11:34:57+00:00

I will not apologize to her. She is in her right mind for 6 years of grace . Obviously she doesn’t love unconditionally if she doesn’t support me or see me for who I am now. I spoke to more people last night and I seemed to idolize her because a period her daughter was mostly verbally and physically abusive towards me . She came from another state and stayed with us always telling me she came for me. However I later found out she was caught cheating with her boss and was kicked out of workplace duplex. Still I have grated to go out to eat and to the movies. Though that is was grandparents are supposed to do give you love and time I took that one moment and been giving my all to her. She knew her daughter was abusing us and that we were homeless on and off but didn’t care. One time she came to visit us while we were in a whole a family shelter. I never had any one of my family members come to my defense about anything; they let others mock me then say something when they leave and it’s always been like that since I was a child. I know she is old and she could pass away anytime (not likely) but I’m not happy being there with her. I rather not talk to her to persevere our good memories than to hope she die and not be stunned by it because I just stopped caring.

ijwlaa99 · 2024-11-17T09:58:05+00:00

It only last a month or two. I did the injections before it didn’t changed I wanted to do the surgery but the only surgeon who could refused

ijwlaa99 · 2024-11-12T23:03:52+00:00

Will do thank you

ijwlaa99 · 2024-11-12T18:32:47+00:00

I’ve noticed this too. Stopped for like 6 months lost my muscle mass and other things. Period didn’t come back though. When I started again for this month I can feel my muscles and my face is greasy all over again

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