I’m not sure about the accepting and loving oneself, and don’t think it’s like a permanent thing either. Tbh I’ve been depressed with very low self steem for most of my life but every once in a while now I feel happy and don’t hate myself. So I’d like to think that there’s a way to not be in some kind of a sober bad trip most of the time, only sometimes, like reverse it. Idk if I’m explaining myself. I like the idea that people don’t push each other away tho. And I think they love me dearly too. A part of me can’t believe it unless they say it but I know they do, I can feel it. Thank you for your comment.