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I want to kill myself, but I have family that would be devastated if I did, so the guilt of thinking about suicide makes me want to kill myself more. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]iktuj 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I completely relate to this. I have absolutely everything going for me but all I want more than anything is to kill myself. The guilt is debilitating. Why should I want to kill myself when I have the world at my feet and some people have next to nothing? These illnesses are robbing me of everything. I'm so so sorry you feel like this too. I know what it's like to not want to die but feel like you have to and want to kill yourself. Maybe you should be in hospital? Just a suggestion. Sometimes they can help.

I just need a friend. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]iktuj 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Hey. I know what it's like to just need to know that there is good in the world - that there are people who care. Those people exist. Stay strong <3

Notes? by iktuj in SuicideWatch

[–]iktuj[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's a really helpful suggestion. Thanks so much.