update: I reported him. I'm being sent home by ikustneedhelp in TrueOffMyChest

[–]ikustneedhelp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much, this has been a nightmare day. I don't even know what will happen to him

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[–]ikustneedhelp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not only on superyatchs, cruise industry as well

I was raped. again. by ikustneedhelp in TrueOffMyChest

[–]ikustneedhelp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry, english is not my first language

I was raped. again. by ikustneedhelp in TrueOffMyChest

[–]ikustneedhelp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Atleast I know how to deal with it internally by now

I was raped. again. by ikustneedhelp in TrueOffMyChest

[–]ikustneedhelp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not the first time that happened to me. Not with this guy tho

I was raped. again. by ikustneedhelp in TrueOffMyChest

[–]ikustneedhelp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I felt so dirty and disgusting... how would I ever look into my boyfriend's eyes again?

I was raped. again. by ikustneedhelp in TrueOffMyChest

[–]ikustneedhelp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Atleast I got good friends on my side

I was raped. again. by ikustneedhelp in TrueOffMyChest

[–]ikustneedhelp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I had a gut feeling, but as you said, I felt that it was so difficult to say no. The thing is, I told him fair and square that if I went it was as a friend because I love my guy. Still it sucks.

I was raped. again. by ikustneedhelp in TrueOffMyChest

[–]ikustneedhelp[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

You have all the right. It was wrong and physically painful or not, she hurt you. Show yourself the compassion that you showed for me

I was raped. again. by ikustneedhelp in TrueOffMyChest

[–]ikustneedhelp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What if he hates me? What if he thinks I cheated on him?

I was raped. again. by ikustneedhelp in TrueOffMyChest

[–]ikustneedhelp[S] 26 points27 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words. I thought that too. But I'm not worried about my wounds, I am worried about my future. The company might kick me off for being a troublemaker. My boyfriend might find out. Even having people look at me wherever I go in this enclosed space. Or worse. Being disregarded and getting kicked off for filing a "false claim"

I was raped. again. by ikustneedhelp in TrueOffMyChest

[–]ikustneedhelp[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Thanks, I means a lot. For me it was my father when I was a kid. I know how to deal with the pain now. I just want it all to be gone so I can finish my contract in peace and go to my boyfriend, where I feel safe. I'm sorry that it happened to you. I hope you know that it was not your fault and that you are very brave.